Regret

{ Twelve }

Before I knew it, I was taking in his scent. Tear whelmed up at my eyes, lightly hitting on his chest as I sobbed, but all he did was hugging me tighter and tighter as if he also didn't want to let go.

"Attention passengers boarding aircraft 232..." The announcer said, he slowly pull away, but his hands were still around me. "I..I have to go now.." He said stuttering. I clutched on his jacket because I didn't want him to leave.

"When will you be back?" I looked up at him since he was way taller than I am. "I..I don't know.." He said. "Attention passengers, this is the last call for whom are boarding aircraft 232..." The announcer said once again.

"See you, Soo Min." Jungkook said one last time as he pull me into a hug, again. My hands that were clutching on his jacket loosen, and fell to my sides. "I'll be back..." Jungkook said, and he left, just like that.

He didn't tell me where he was going, nor when will he be back. At this moment I really hate him, I hate him for leaving me behind, and I certainly hated myself for not confessing before he leaves. 

I watched as he entered the terminal, he turned once more and waved. Taehyung waved back while I just stared at his figure going further and further away. I feel to my knees when he was out of sight.

Taehyung quickly helped me get on my feet and we walked to a nearby chair to sit down. "Hey... Are you okay?" Taehyung asked me, "Should I call Jimin?" I shot my face up when he mentioned Jimin's name. "No, please don't."

Taehyung gave me a shock expression, because none other than Jungkook knew we broken up. He told me he will be right back because he need to use the men's. I nodded and he went.

While Taehyung was away, I thought of many things, breaking up with Jimin, not being able to confess to Jungkook.. I've regretted what I've done, I regretted not telling Jungkook, maybe if I made a move earlier, maybe he won't leave..

On the other hand, I also regretted breaking up with Jimin, because now I have no one to go to when I'm sad, and Jungkook is also away from me. I looked down while I was thinking, and I'm not aware of the surroundings.

I hear footsteps getting closer to me every second, then it stopped, it stopped nearby me. I looked up, no one was in front of me. I looked to the side, and I saw this figure, this familiar figure. I wanted to hug him, but I was scared. My eyes was filled with tears, again.

"Soo Min-ah..." he whined. I looked into his hazel eyes, "Jimin!" I said as tears rolled down my cheeks like a waterfall. I stood up and ran towards him, I hugged him tightly and cried in his embrace. Jimin just let me cry while he run his fingers through my hair and trying to calm me down.

After crying for more than half an hour, I'm drenched, dry sniffs could be heard coming from who Jimin was hugging. I finally pulled away from Jimin, and I just looked down, not daring to face Jimin after what I did to him the other day.

"Are you feeling better now?" He asked in a low tone, I slowly nodded in respond. Then there was awkward silence between us, I finally decided to speak up. "Do you not hate me?" I asked him, still looking down. "Hate you?" Jimin questioned.

I was scared to know his answer, but what he said made me kinda relieved, but then the tension built up again . "I don't hate you, and I think I know the reason why you broke up with me." He said. He paused for awhile, and then he continued. 

"You broke up with me because you thought I was seeing another girl, right? And you did it because, I know you've always loved Jungkook more.." He had a sad tone while he finish his sentence. How does he.. "Then who was that girl you were with that day?" He sighed.

"She's my sister." I gasped. He didn't tell me that he had a sister. I'm lost of words right now. I should have listen to him that day at the mall. "But I broke your heart..." I said it in a whisper, but he heard it anyways. "Yeah, you did." He said as he looked down to his shoes.

"I'm- I'm sorry, I shouldn't have.." I apologized. Then something hit me, why is he here? Where is Taehyung?? "Where did Taehyung go? He told me he will be right back cause he needed to use the washroom..?" "He left." Jimin said in a somewhat cold tone.

I guess he hated me even when he said that he don't, I can some how hear from his voice, maybe he didn't even wanted to come, but no one else knew that we've broken up, and Taehyung was just being nice. 

What have I done to my life.. sighs.