Regret

{ Eight }

Jimin and I have been dating for about a month now, and none of our friends knew about it yet. And today is the day we will make it official, Jimin contacted the boys and told them to come out and meet somewhere. 

Being with Jimin felt like the best experience ever. I felt like I was the luckiest girl in the universe because of Jimin, he's the best in a way that even I, being his girlfriend couldn't describe how amazing it feels.

Jimin told them to meet at a restaurant today at 2p.m., and we both reach the restaurant 15 minutes early, because we're going to order food for them before they arrive. After we decided the meal, they arrived shortly after.

This time, Jungkook didn't bring his girlfriend, and it made me wonder why, it made everyone wonder. Jungkook didn't look really happy that day, he look so down. While we were eating, someone finally spoke up.

"So Jimin, what do you want to tell us?" RM asked, then Jimin looked at me and smiled. He held my hand and intertwined our fingers, then look back at the boys. "We are dating." He said with a wide smile.

Jungkook who was focusing eating his food, shot his head up and looked at me. The other boys congratulated us while Jungkook just stared at me. I avoided eye contact with him and looked at the other boys. Then Jimin spoke again.

"I wouldn't have the chance if someone didn't realize how much she liked him, but also, thanks to the person for not realizing it." I looked at Jimin, knowing exactly who he is talking about. I look back at Jungkook and he looked back on his plate. 

The other boys were left in confusion because they don't have a clue who Jimin was talking about, neither did Jungkook I bet. 

But I couldn't explain why did he look so shock when he knew that me and Jimin is dating, I thought he had a girlfriend? Should I talk to him? 

In the middle of the meal, I needed to use the ladies, so I excused myself and went. 

I came out from the ladies and someone was waiting for me outside the door, it was Jungkook.  "Oh my, you scared me." I said as I jumped a little. "Are you guys really dating?" He asked, his voice was filled with sadness. 

I looked at him, examining his expression, his expression is a mixture of sadness and disbelief. Finally I gave him my answer, "Yes, we are." I said and proceed to wash my hands. "You're such a bad person.." Jungkook said, looking at me from the mirror.

I looked up from the sink, looking back at him from the reflection. "What?" "You're not even going to tell me? As a best friend??" He said as he forced a smile, I could tell he was trying really hard to force the smile, because he never smiles like that.

He was trying to make himself look happy for me, but I know he really isn't. But when I think again, "No, he don't like me, why should he feel that way?" I thought to myself. "Where's your girlfriend?" I asked, curious. 

The forced smile on his face disappeared. "She... We're not together anymore.." he said slowly, honestly I was in shock. Jungkook looked sad enough telling me that they have broken up, I don't want to make him any sadder telling me what's the reason.

We walked back to the table with the boys and sat in our own seats, Jimin asked while I sat down, "You okay?" because he saw me walking back with Jungkook. "Yeah, I'm okay."

{ Time Skip : Night Time }

I was sitting on my bed ready to go to bed, but suddenly I got a call. I looked at the caller ID and it was Jungkook. "Why is he calling? It's already late.." I said to myself, and I hesitated to pick up the phone, but I did at the end.

{ Hello? } -SM
{ Hey.. can I talk to you? } -JK
{ Sure, about what? } -SM
{ About the break up, I have no one else to rant to, so I thought about my best friend. } -JK
{ Aw, *chuckles* Go ahead, I'm here to listen. } -SM
{ I don't know how or where to start.. } -JK

Jungkook explained everything about their problems for the past few months, and how he found his girlfriend cheating on him with another man. I mean, Jungkook is so perfect, why would someone cheat on him? I wouldn't if it was me, like duh..

{ Oh that sucks, but hey, let me tell you something. You deserve better, she clearly don't know how to appreciate you. I mean, look at you! You're the perfect boyfriend every girl could ask for, and she decided to take you for granted? That's just really weird. } -SM
{ *Giggles* Maybe I'm not perfect enough for her that she had to cheat on me. } -JK

Then there was an awkward silence after Jungkook finished his sentence. After a solid minute, Jungkook spoke again.

{ Hey Soo Min.. } -JK
{ Yeah? } -SM
{ You know, there was this girl, I really liked her before I met my 'ex'. } -JK
{ Really? Then why didn't you go for her instead? } -SM
{ Because I didn't know whether she feel the same as I do for her.. } -JK
{ Well.. did you try telling her then? } -SM
{ No.. not really, I didn't want to take the risk of our friendship. } -JK
{ But it's worth a try isn't it? } -SM
{ I'm not sure, but she seems to be happy now. } -JK
{ Who's the lucky girl? } -SM

Jungkook was hesitating to tell me who it was, but at the end, he described the girl.

{ She's kind, beautiful and smart. She always finds a way to make me happy when I'm sad. She has long brown hair, beautiful eyes and a perfect smile. I enjoy being her friend. As time passed by, I started to have feelings for her, but I was scared to let her know. } -JK

The description was.. I don't know, sounded like.. me? 

{ Soo Min? Are you still there? } -JK
{ Yeah.. I was thinking about something.. } -SM
{ It's getting late.. Can I come over tomorrow? Since it's Saturday, and it's been a long time since I visited you.. } -JK
{ Sure! Mom misses you and kept asking me where were you. *rolls eyes mentally* } -SM
{ Okay then, see you tomorrow! } -JK

The call then ended, and I was still thinking about the girl Jungkook described, I was thinking and thinking, then I drifted to sleep.