Regret

{ Nine }

I'm walking alone on the side walk beside a busy road. For some reason I was all sad and depressed.

I heard someone calling me, someone from the other side of the road.

I lifted my head and turned to my side to see who it was, the guy looked so perfect.

He was so handsome, yet he had a worried face as he looked at me from the other side of the road.

It was Jungkook, my crush.

"Stay there! I'll come to you!" He said as he looked to his right and left.

He started crossing the road, I widen my eyes at my sight.

He was half way through the busy road, and that is when it happened.

"Jungkook! Watch out!" I shouted.

He looked to his left.

I shut my eyes closed, scared to look at the scene.

I heard a loud crash. Tears started streaming down.

I slowly opened my eyes, the scene I never wanted to see..

Jungkook was on the ground, surrounded by his own blood.

"Jungkook!" I yelled as I ran towards him.

"Jungkook! Please, stay with me!" I yelled again.

"Soo Min-ah , I have something important to tell you.." Jungkook said lifelessly.

"Yes? Just.. don't close your eyes.." I said between sobs.

He caressed my cheeks, wiping the tears from my face, "I.."

His hands fell from my cheeks, landing in blood.

"Jungkook!!"

"Jungkook!!" I yelled and shot up from my bed. I looked around, I'm in my bedroom. Everything was a dream.. "Did you miss me that much you have to yell." I heard someone said as he giggled.

Jungkook was in my room, sitting on the couch nearby my bed. "So if Jungkook is here, then everything was just a bad dream..right?" I thought to myself as I stared blankly at Jungkook.

"Soo Min? You okay? Why are you sweating?" He walked over with a tissue and when he was about to dab it on my fore head, I pulled him into a hug.

"Woah, you're scaring me, are you okay?" Jungkook said in shock, while slowly closing his arms behind my back. "I had a bad nightmare.." I said as I take in the scent from Jungkook, "I was so scared.." I said and hugged him tighter.

"It's okay, I'm here." He said as he run his fingers through my hair. He doesn't know about my dream, and he surely didn't know why I was scared.

I let go of him shortly after, "I'm going to wash up." I said and get out of bed, taking some house wear clothes from my closet and went straight to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror, I still have the scared and worried expression from that horrible dream.

I stepped into the shower, the water was running down my body and I started to think.

I still have feelings for him, so why did I accept Jimin..? I questioned myself over and over again. Even though being with Jimin is really great, but the feelings for Jungkook were always there, it is fading, but it's always there.

I stepped out from the shower, and went back into my room, I saw a Jungkook sleeping soundly on the edge of my bed. I walked over and sat on the floor, and I looked at the sleeping Jungkook, he looks like a baby when he sleeps.

I was still looking at him, and he suddenly woke up from his sleep. "Did you woke up too early this morning?" I asked while I reach for my phone to check my notifications. "Yeah, kinda, because I need to get my ass over here." 

I widen my eyes when I saw a notification coming from Jimin. Jungkook saw my face expression, and he tried to look at my phone but I turned it down before he could. "What's wrong?" "Oh, it's nothing, let's go down, I'm hungry."

I didn't know what to reply to Jimin, so I chose to ignore him for the time being. Jungkook and I went down to the kitchen and my mom was already waiting for us with a table full of foods. "Finally you woke up, come, let's eat."

Honestly it has been a long time since Jungkook last came to our house, I missed him, and so do my mom. She looks really happy when she knew Jungkook showed up at our front door. I can imagine how she looked.

We sat down and started eating the delicious food that mom had prepared for us earlier, and at this point, I totally forgot to reply Jimin. I was enjoying my day with Jungkook, since it's been a long time since we hanged out. 

After we ate breakfast, Jungkook suggested us to go to a nearby mall to catch a movie, and I agreed without thinking. The outfit Jungkook was wearing was basic and it looks nice on him, he was wearing a white tee and black jeans, and his timberland's with a beanie, that he wasn't wearing when he was in my house. 

So I thought I don't have to wear anything too fancy, so I wore a basic oversize tee and a pair of shorts, then I put on my Thrasher Vans. When I was done, I went down to the living room and see a Jungkook on his phone, waiting patiently. 

"Let's go, I'm done." I said and we walked out of my house. We were just walking down the street and we were just talking about non sense, then Jungkook brought the girl up again. "Do you think I should tell the girl how I really feel?"

I looked at him, not being able to make sure if the girl is me or not, but I felt a little sad when he asked me the question. "Yeah, I think you should, but find a right time." I replied, and I looked back on the road. Then there was silent between us. 

Shortly after, we reached the shopping mall. We headed for the theater, and we look at all the posters of the movies that are available right now. Then I saw Guardian of the galaxy 2, I wanted to watch the second movie ever since I watch the first. "Hey, can we watch this?" I asked as I pointed.

Jungkook looked at me and gave me a small smile, he nodded and left me to buy the tickets. While I was waiting for Jungkook to come back with our tickets, I took my phone out and remembered I didn't reply to Jimin's text message. "Shit.."