The star above

We're all crazy

~Luna's perspective~

We walk in silence as I stay behind Star my eyes on the concrete below me as I walk not wanting to look up at all, I'm too scared of what I will see when I look up. Her expression saying so much hate towards me it hurts to see. I would glance up here and there to know that I'm still following her but will look back down at the ground. It stays like this for how long I don't know  I'm not counting. We are both silent nether talking and I can hear her heavy breathing as I look up to see her hands bulged up into fists, her knuckles turning white. I know I'm the reason she's mad but I don't why she is mad and it hurts me that I have mad like this.

Cutting off my thoughts I bump into Star who has stopped, with a grunt I stumble back a bit before balancing myself. I look up to see her facing me her arms crossed over her chest and I can see that she is gritting her teeth, her face bright red. I look down and my god was that a mistake.

"don't you fucking dare look away from me, what the hell is wrong with you? I trusted you with my life! My life don't you understand that"

I look up at her and she's shaking and probably pondering if she should hurt me physically.            I haven't realized that we are in some alleyway, looking around a bit. Did I really follow her to a place like this?

"Answer me for fuck sake, you can't do what you did and expect me to brush it off or something goddammit!"

She slams her fist into the brick wall that was next to us and it goes through like almost her whole arm before she pulls her arm out leaving a hole. Red liquid runs down her hand and drips onto the ground below her. She is breathing heavily again as she lets out an angry growl like scream before turning her attention back to me. She looks angrier than before and I slowly walk away from her slightly just in case she attacks me, though she has that super speed thing so I'm screwed anyway.

"Say something!"

"I...I'm s...s...sorry"

I guess that was the wrong choice of words because that only angered her more.

"You're sorry? You're fucking sorry!?"

"I am"

To that, she laughed no more like crackled that sent chills down my spine. It was empty and hollow and just like the thing in my nightmare, as she held her head with both hands laughing hysterically. She stops laughing and looks at with a big smile that is so chilling and disturbing. I back away more as she takes a step closer to me "you think you can say sorry for what you did? You almost exposed what I am and tried to get me to show what I was. You think I can forgive that?" She takes another step towards me her smile not faltering one bit.

"You should've seen what I did to that friend of yours, well if you can recognize her anyway."

"Wh...what?"

"what's her name lariyah?"

Her eye's flash to black and back to purple to black again, her head twitching to the side as she studies my reaction. 

I collapse to the ground bringing my hands to my ears, I don't want to believe her, please don't let this be true. I slowly rock back and forth as tears begin to fall down my cheeks. I scream between tears and sobbing. Why, oh god how could she do such a thing like that, not lariyah, please not her. Clutching my ears as I mumble stuff to myself, the voice is getting louder, god make it stop! My screams of pain echo through the alleyway as I try to drown out the voice in my head.

 "How could you!" I scream at her before I find myself slowly laughing a smile finding it's way on my face. I can hear her approach me as she leans down to face me but I don't bother to look at her like she is not here.

 "look at me" she demands but when I don't she lifts my head up with her hands, cupping my cheeks with them as she looks me straight in the eyes. I laugh in her face "You are a monster" I laugh, that seemed to hurt her a bit "but so am I so what's wrong with being a monster?" She doesn't respond as I laugh again. 

"We are all monster's  in some way"