The star above

Sanity is overrated

~Stars perspective~

I find myself shaking as I tighten my grip on the sides of the sink hearing a cracking sound as my nails dig into the marble. My head down as I try to collect my thoughts as they are all over the place. I can't figure out what emotion I should be feeling right now it's all confusing god I can't think at all thanks to Luna watching someone bleed as my hunger is killing me. "Fuck me" I yell out maybe too loud closing my eyes and keeping my head down "If you feel so filthy so dirty, so fucked up, if you feel so walked on, so painful so pissed off, your not the only one so get up" I find myself singing hoping it could help calm me down and it seems to be working a bit. I forgot that there is two door leading into the washroom as I hear the door open and close as someone enters the washroom.  

I turn my gaze to the person walking in and it's some girl with long straight light brown hair her skin chocolate coloured, she's wearing a pair of ripped jeans and I smile at the shirt as it said it's all over thinking of a song. I find her staring at me and without thinking I snarl at her "What are you looking at"  but she just rolls her eyes ", you weirdo," she says.  "I wouldn't test your luck pretty" I snap back at her the hunger growing  "aww you think I'm pretty" she blinks her eyes rapidly clearly joking with me  "fuck off" I snap not in the mood to talk calmly. I brought my gaze back to the sink "what's so interesting about the sink?" she looks over my shoulder and I turn to face her clenching my fists. "What's your problem?" I ask raising my voice at her "well if you're going to be a bitch when I'm clearly trying to be nice to you then well fuck you" "no fuck you" I say back, I don't know why I'm so mad at her a person I don't know and like she said she was trying to be nice. I feel my stomach turn as I yelp in pain clutching my stomach as I fall over "are you ok" she asked me but tries to not sound concerned "leave" I gasp out. "No way," she says back clearly mad as I get up looking at her, her face gets replaces with fear "wh....what....are..y...you."

I look in the mirror beside me to see my pitch black eyes, I open my mouth to see my fangs, I scream out again as another wave of pain hits me and the girl screams too.  I slowly get up facing her "get the fuck out now" I try to yell it at her but I come out weak so I bring my fist down on the sink as it shatters pieces falling to the floor, I growl at her showing my fangs as she screams again running out of the room. I fall back on the ground whimpering, oh how bad I want to hurt someone right now, drain them dry, the sweet taste of there blood as I lick my lips tasting the leftover blood Luna has left.

"Goddammit" I scream punching the floor as the tiles break, cutting my hands but the wound heals right away anyway. I find myself doing this once more before I can feel myself calming down the pain slowly going away.

I get up slowly and stumble to the door walking out and feeling better so I try to walk straight and begin to search for the girl I almost killed.

~Lariyah's perpective~

I run down the hall trying to find someone to explain what had happened in the washroom but no one was there. "great" I turn the corner and my eyes see the janitors closet and without thinking I bolt towards the door. I tumble in the small room but I don't think twice before I get up closing the door locking it so she couldn't get in as I step back from the door falling down onto the floor into a little ball. Why am I cowering come on me lariyah Wallison never backs down "unless it's a fucking demon" I find myself yelling out as I bring my hands to my mouth. What the hell was that, I know who that was, Star the new girl the one Luna keeps saying she doesn't have a crush on, I'm not dumb though she's a terrible liar what the hell is Star though? I sit in this room for what feels like eternity well in my opinion anyway, why did I leave Toronto again? I look around the room old memories remind me what happened here, memories that I hated, the one were I found my boyfriend cheating on me with what was her name? God being in here isn't good I'm going to start bringing up terrible things and make myself cry. I close my eyes for a minute only for a banging at the door making me open them "I know you're in there I can hear you" I heard Star's voice "stay...stay away" I say back. "I'm not going to hurt you now" "now?" I ask "ya  I would've back there in the bathroom" I gulp at the thought of death, I haven't finished watching fairy tale yet! "can you please open the door so I can talk to you" she seemed to be begging me "what's wrong with talking like this?" I ask not planning on opening the door anytime soon. A thought hits me "are you...umm you know a vampire?" I ask the question sounding stupid after I have said it "yes" she says no holding back the answer "oh" I mumble.

I make up my mind to open the door not before arming myself though, I'm not stupid grabbing a broken piece of wood. I open the door to see Star standing there "I know karate and I know how to use this umm" I look at the piece of wood in my hands "wooden stake?" she laughs at my attempt to sound scary, but in my defence I think I sound brave and slightly like a petrified child. "ok Buffy I give up" she laughs at her joke "hey! I do know how to kick your vampire ass and umm who's Buffy?" I ask her not sure who Buffy is. She laughs more "Buffy is a vampire slayer" "is she real?" "no" wow now I feel like a dummy, she smiles clearly enjoying the way I'm acting.  

This is going to go well