A/N All the trigger warnings you can possibly think of is in this chapter
The next morning I woke up at 4:30 a.m. I stood up and tried so desperately to get to the bathroom. Once I got to the bathroom, I made myself throw up. It was the nerves my stomach had for the day ahead. Getting back to my bed, it didn't feel so warm. Without Michael nothing in his life was warm. I couldn't stand that and the whole group knew it. Half of the group don't even know how I'm still alive. I don't really either. All I have faith in is getting Michael back. A knock sounded at my door.
"Come in." Evan came into my room. His eyes drowsy.
"I heard you th-throw up and.. and I got worried." I waved off his thought.
"Nerves Ev. That's all." He nodded.
"Sit down Ev." Evan sat down and I sat up.
"Why are you awake?" Evan sighed.
"It's cause, well, Connor. He was tossing and turning and I was scared he was, hurting. I got up and wandered around. I heard you throw up and I hid when you walked back to your room." I nodded.
"Well you should go back to Connor. He might not be able to sleep now that you're gone. I can't sleep cause Michael's gone. I don't want Connor feeling the same." Evan went to the door and before closing it, looked back at me.
"You sh-should get some sleep." He said.
"I will." When Evan left the room my mind went to Michael. How afraid he must be. How terrified he must feel. Breaks my heart to just think about how much hurt he's feeling.
'I can't do this anymore.' My mind screamed and I slammed my fist down on the mattress.
I woke up four hours after I woke up. Murphy was in my room with Evan, waiting for me to wake up.
"You're awake." Connor said, sitting up. Evan smiled at me.
"Ready?" I nodded.
"Lemme get some supplies and we'll be out and gone before anyone wakes up." Evan breathing a shaky sigh.
"It'll be okay Evan. You will be out of harm's way. Promise." We all headed down the stairs when I was done. Everyone was in the main room in a line. Paralyzed.
'Hello Jeremy.' The Squip said.
"You! Michael went after you why are you here where's Michael?!" I yelled. Questions buzzed through my head. I turned to Connor and Evan, they were paralyzed too.
'I want you to make a decision. Kill one person.' I scoffed.
"You can't control me!" The Squip shrugged.
'If you won't kill one I'll kill them all.' The Squip went to snap his fingers when I yelled, "STOP!" The Squip turned to me.
'Tick tock.' He taunted. I couldn't kill anyone. Kill Chloe, Brooke hates me. Kill Christine, I wouldn't be able to live with myself. Kill Jake, I don't know if he even likes me but I could never kill him. Kill Evan, Connor kills me... The Squip has enough and rolled his eyes.
'ENOUGH!' He snapped his fingers. A figure falls and my eyesight fails. I fall on my crippled legs and screamed in pain.
"Jeremy!" Who I think is Evan runs to me.
"No no no who? Wh-who is it?" I sputter. I look up and a hazy Zoe is laying on the floor. Dead.
'No.' My mind goes to Connor. He's kneeling over Zoe's body. Crying.
"Connor?" I say and his eyes look at me with utter despair.
"It's okay Jeremy. It wasn't you. I know it wasn't." He sniffled and cried more.
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Level 9 (Be More Chill AU)
Fanfiction//Completed\\ The Squip have taken the world. Day by day people are being taken by them and converted into mindless puppets. Michael created a safe place for the students of his high school, but Michael feels as though the entire apocalypse was beca...
