heartsick

prolouge

So basically it has been a while since I have been writing things that come from my heart personally, however one day that changed.

A few days ago from now as I am writing this, I had been going through something I personally feel as if it somehow gave me a wake up call. I am not saying problems like these are bad however it showed me and taught me a lesson that I will share to everyone who is reading this. It showed me to be aware of my surroundings and to start to have self-respect and self-love before handing it all to someone else that I may or may not know. But however, as much as I didn't want this incident to occur, it had happened sadly and sadly to me.

I learned more about self-love and self-reassurance and that it is okay to not be okay. I know that line sounds extremely corny, in fact I purposely made it to be.

So therefore, I was just looking on my phone and went on my notes app and decided to do some draft writing. I, then found myself writing poetry which was something I rarely even do anymore. My friends had thought I was becoming depressed and wanted to end everything, however that wasn't really the case.

I wanted to find a positive way to deal with the problems that are currently occurring in my life, so therefore I wouldn't be shamed for being a total bitch to the person I had these problems with. However I do want respect from that of you, the reader.

Any hate or negativity being brought to this book or collection of poems will be fixed and will be terminated.

I put my heart and soul into these poems and I wanted to share it with the world so please be kind and be considerate of the fact that I put my all out effort into these poems.

Thank you <3

-carmella.