heartsick

unfinished

Today you told me,
That you were going to leave.
You said your bags were in the room.
The ones you told me to retrieve.

I was crying,
As you were on the verge of leaving.
I pulled onto your shirt,
Knowing you've never seen me this hurt.

You continued to pack,
While i was whimpering,
Almost having a panic attack.

We were at our best,
I would put my head on your shoulder,
Knowing it was a safe place to rest.
But now it was as dangerous enough to chase after you.

My tears kept flowing,
Because I knew,
That there was no longer hoping.

But it didn't feel right,
The fact you were leaving me in plain sight.
Oh how it is so unfinished,
That our love has finally diminished.

-carmella.