heartsick

you.

Oh it's so hard.
It's so hard to see,
You with someone else,
So happily.

I start to cry.
To break down and sigh,
Because it was I,
The one who always gave a lie.
It was all my fault.
My heart came to a halt.
When you said "I don't love you anymore"
That's when days on,
My eyes were red and sore.
From all the tears I lost.
From all that I have given you..
All with no cost.

I gave my body to you,
With all my trust.
Oh yes it's so true.
To find myself lying naked,
And you smiling,
Knowing how much you faked it.

You said your goodbyes.
Your sorry's were all a bunch of lies.
Let alone I lay down.
Let alone it is I who is the clown.
But everyone knows now.
How much my body probably looks like a cow.

Yes I cannot stop crying.
They told me that I will soon start dying.
From the tears, oh yes I drown in.

I gave you my heart,
Thats when you wore it like a pin,
But you wore someone else's,
Right close to mine.
That's when I realized,
You had crossed the line.

Goodbye my old friend.
My lover,
My best friend.
You were my everything while it lasted.
My dear love,
Go on and fly away like a dove.

-carmella.