heartsick

intimate

I saw you for the first time.
I noticed you had been so nervous.
Trying to give signals like some mime.

I smiled and let out a little laugh.
Oh how your heart was so precious.
That's when I built in my trust,
And that's when it came.
That loving you was a must.

I kissed your lips,
As you grabbed my hips.
I let out a sound,
As you gripped onto me,
Then asking for a later round.

I said "oh yes",
I started to go blind,
I started to see less.

You started to go faster,
Yes I started to cry,
Yes it hurt so much,
But then again I loved you,
And I was willing to let you give a touch.

Now we lay down for a sudden,
After all that lovin'.
You kiss me on the cheek.
I, again felt so bleak.

You hugged me again.
That's when I let out a sigh.
That was when I forgot,
That you were just another guy.

-carmella.