You always want the One That You Cant Have(BVB&BOTDF LOVE STORY)

Why does this matter to you!

Scarlet's P.O.V

I kept running and pushing through the crowds. I don't know why but tears were streaming down my face. I never wanted to face the harsh reality that I always felt unwanted by my mother and that she left because she could always do better than me.

I ran towards the bus area where everyone was parked and looked around for the BVB bus but my eyes were blurred with tears. I wiped the tears away and tried to get a hold of myself before walking towards the bus that was all black and had white writing which I guessed was theirs.

I knocked on the door and took a deep breath to clear my throat and prayed that you couldn't tell I was crying before.

"Heeey" I heard a familiar I looked up and saw CC "Is Ashley here" I asked "Yup" he said popping the 'P' "Just a sec, Come on in" I went and sat on the couch next to Jinxx who was covered in war paint and ready for a show "You guys have a show soon" I asked looking down at my hands "Nah not for a while but we have a signing in a half hour" He replied "Oh cool" "Yeah, But being Nikki Sixx's daughter must be awesome" "Sometimes..." I frowned "Well all the musical people you must get to meet" He smiled "Well I grew up with Motley Crue but Slash is my godfather" I said smiling I knew that was the awesomest thing ever! "OH MY GOD! really that is awesome!" his face lit up "Yeah" I said smiling "Hey" a voice said i turned around to see Ashley standing in the doorway from the bunks "Hey" I replied "Can we talk" he said gesturing to the bunk area "Yeah sure" I got up "Nice to meet you Jinxx" I said "You too" He said smiling before returning to watching TV.

"Sit" he said tapping the on the bunk next to where he sat.

"So..." I began "About last night..." He interrupted "I know you were drinking it was all a mistake I'm sorry too" He looked surprised "Uhh I was going to say it went differently to how I planned, I didn't want you dad to yell at you like that" now I was shocked "Oh well that's alright" 

"Did he yell at you much" he asked "A but I'm fine now" "Are you sure, I know you have been crying I can see it" I sighed "That wasn't dads fault" He scrunched his eye brows together "Who's fault is it than" he asked concerned "Don't worry about it" I said getting up to leave

"No, Scar please tell me" He said standing in my way "It's just...."" I felt the tears start to well up in my eyes "My mother..." I said the tears falling down my cheeks "Awww darling" He said wiping the tears away and hugging my into his chest. I began to sob.

"What happened" he said wiping my tear soaked cheeks with a bandana he had untied from his belt "Sh-She left when I was young with her new husband and didn't want anything to do with me till now" He frowned "Well she is the one who missed out " he said trying to cheer me up "But she come back for me today and tried to make me go with her and-I-don't....want to" I struggled the last part because a whole new lot of tears filled my eyes.

Than a thought crossed my mind... 'Why am I telling him this....Why am I letting anybody see me cry! STOP IT SCARLET STOP IT RIGHT NOW!' I yelled at myself. 

"Sorry I didn't mean to ramble" I said whipping my tears myself and trying to step past him.

"Hey,Hey,Hey wait, It's alright" he said trying to get me to come back "Why do you care so much" I said softly barely whispering "Because last night was the only night I met a girl that I...that I" He began....

A/N Hey guys bit of a cliff hanger there but I think you can guess what happens this chapter is dedicated to: @JustKat21

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