You always want the One That You Cant Have(BVB&BOTDF LOVE STORY)

A ride on Slash's private jet...Yes please!

Scarlet's P.O.V

I sighed as dad walked I knew he was going to cut Ashley's dick off… but did I really care about that.

I looked out the window at the clouds bellow me. I felt myself slipping into an abyss, I put my headphones in and searched for my song of choice Watch Over You ~Alter Bridge.

I loved this song I let the flawless vocals take over me as I closed my eyes and let myself sleep through this plane trip that would seem to never end.

Ashley's P.O.V-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I felt my heart racing as Nikki left the room. I was left wishing the guys hadn't stopped him I mean I deserved it. The questions came rolling from the guys except Jinxx who sat away looking almost disappointed. It hurt that a brother would judge me like that but again as my brain keeps reminding myself 'I deserve it'.

"What happened"

"Did you mess up?"

"Did you break up"

"Is SHE okay"

"Why the fuck would you pull this shit!" one voice came out in particular...Jinxx… he finally said something.

I opened my mouth to answer but no words came out. My response was tears. Lots of tears.

"I DON'T FUCKING KNOW OKAY! I FUCKING DESERVE NIKKI KICKING MY ASS SO WHY STOP HIM!

I AM A STUPID ASS-HOLE! YES I UNDERSTAND THAT! I AM A MONSTER! OKAY! FUCK!" I cried the guys all stared looking taken aback…

I pushed past them and walked straight out of the room to find somewhere I could sit and just think.

I finally jus found somewhere on this big ass jet, it looked like a recording room. I sat down on a black leather couch and put my head in my hands nothing mattered to me right now besides talking to Scarlet, But she would never talk to me….

Jinxx's P.O.V-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Ashley stormed out of the room and the room remained quiet.

"Maybe I was to hard on him" I whispered 

"He needed to hear it" Andy said trying to sound positive 

"I think I should go find him" I said getting up and walking out of the room and looking around only to try to find him. I felt bad for yelling at him like I did I mean I shouldn't have judged him like that a friendship as close as ours proves he deserves someone to listen.

I walked around for a couple of minutes before I heard to un-familiar sobbing that was Ashley. I knocked on the door but was ignored so I walked in to find him as expected, his head in his hands crying "Ash, sorry about yelling at you in there.." I said he didn't budge 

"can you tell me what happened?" I asked 

"Kina… she seduced me to kiss her but… when I had the chance I didn't pull away and Scarlet walked in…" he sobbed 

"I've never seen you this upset dude" I said rubbing my hand over his back in comforting circles "Yeah, well I have never fucked up this bad… I have lost her now Jinxx… she is going to find another guy, a better one and she will love him and they will be happy together with a family….and I well…. I will still be alone" He said finally looking at me his bloodshot eyes hurt to look at.

"Ashley, you shouldn't put yourself down like this" I said he shrugged 

"It's gonna be a long plane ride…." I said with a sigh

YO YO YO!! SUP MOFO'S! SO THIS IS THE END OF THIS WHAT I CONSIDER A VERY SHORT UPDATE.... I THINK NEXT UPDATE WE WILL BE SKIPPING THROUGH A LOT OF TIME...

I NEED YOUR OPINIONS SHOULD I STAY TRUE TO REAL EVENTS AND HAVE ANDY'S GRANDPA URBAN PASS AWAY OR NOT ENVOLVE IT AND SAVE URBAN <3

~RebelSaviour <3