You always want the One That You Cant Have(BVB&BOTDF LOVE STORY)

Sadness In Her Reflection...

Scarlets P.O.V

I sighed getting up from the couch, nobody was back yet, I had got bored of watching TV...

I decided that I would start the design for Jade's converse she brought and asked me to draw a design on the plain white pair.

I grabbed a black sharpie and her shoes from the box under her bunk. I began to think of a design drawing it on some paper. Jade always liked mermaids so I designed the drawing on some paper and texted her a pic asking her opinion "You like?" I grabbed a bottle of Dr.pepper from the mini fridge and heard my phone buzz so I went all ninja on that shit and jumped on it reading her text "LOVE IT! <3" I smiled and sipped my drink and drew the outline before adding the colour.(Pic on side of the page is the shoe!!)

I heard a knock on the door, I got up to answer it expecting it to be Motley Crue or just one of them. I opened it and sighed in annoyance "Hey" His voice said simply "Hey Ash" I said stepping aside to let him in. "What are you doing her all alone?" He asked "Thinking, drawing, enjoying the peace and quiet" I answered "Well how can that be enjoyable alone" he said smiling I rolled my eyes "look I'm sorry about what I said I understand if you don't want to talk to your mother and it's none of my business" He said looking at his boots, I walked over to him and randomly flicked his nose "Thank you for that" I said smiling.

He looked up at me and smiled back "What are you drawing?" He asked I grabbed one of Jade's shoes "Jade asked me to design her shoe for her" I said handing it to him, He looked at it and back up at me "This is brilliant" He said his eyes seemed to sparkle "Thank you" I said feeling slightly red in the face.

Ashley and I had spent lots of time together before our little disagreement a week ago.

"I might have to get you to design me a tattoo yeah?" he asked I looked at him wide eyed "I'm not that great purdy!" I said nudgeing his arm "Yeah you are don't doubt yourself" He looked up into my eyes while he handed me the shoe "your an incredible drawer" he said stepping closer to me, I felt butterfies in my tummy, he got closer and closer until he couldn't step any closer, He moved in and whispered in my ear "just tell me when you want me to stop" I felt his warm breath on my neck it sent shivers down my spine. 

I pulled him closer to me and our lips teased each other barely touching, I put my arms around his neck and he put his around my waist pulling me even closer. His smell was intoxicating, His breath smelled of bubblemint while his body smelled of Axe and black cologne.

Our lips teased before I gave in and our lips linked together, Moving in perfect motion like to puzzle peice's that fit perfectly together. My hands ran through his hair gripping it in my fingers while his hands traced the small of my back. He moaned into the kiss and I felt him open his mouth slightly I opened mine too and out tongues met, 'This is nothing like the kiss at the party!' I thought We broke apart and all he managed to say was "Wow" I looked down trying to hide my blush, I heard him chuckle "don't hide it, it's cute when you blush" He said smiling I went even more red.

I sat down on the couch and he joined me "I really should finish this for Jade" I said picking up a shoe "You do that and I will read though this?" He said raising his eyebrows while holding up my song book "Uhh I don't think you want to do that" I said trying to grab it "Uh uh!" He said holding it in the air "I know what I'm talking about with music, it's one of the few things I can actually do right! I can help you out with some of it?" He said sort of asking I sighed giving in "Okay but again, It's not that great" I said sitting down grabbing my markers and colouring the shoes in.

I noticed he got up and walked into the bunk area walking back out with my acoustic, I had finished the shoes but was just watching him. He began to play on of the songs on guitar it was called 'Fifteen' I wrote it for my ex Shane who I had met when I was fifteen and had been with since till he cheated. He looked at me smiling I knew he wanted me to sing it, I took a deep breath sitting up straight.