unexpected love - joshler

kisses

i'm not doing POVs

after school tyler took josh into a giant field right near the woods, "uh your not going to like..kill me" josh said, tyler laughed "no, i just find it relaxing here", he said, josh agreed. the air was crisp, they lay next to each other. "hey josh" tyler said, "yeah" josh replied, "i like boys, but no one can know bc my parents are homophobic, and im popular", "ok, i like boys too" josh said, tyler sat up and josh stared at him, 'he could be my boyfriend, but he's definitely not my type' josh thought. 'hes rlly hot' tyler thought, tyler looked back at josh who was looking back at him. They blushed. Josh got lost in tylers hazel eyes, 'not...my...type..' he thought even though he was slowly falling for tyler.
"look josh..I..I dont feel that..w-way" tyler tried to say, "I don't like you either" josh lied. They both lied, they were falling madly in love with each other without knowing.

The next day

Josh was excited to see tyler after yesterday, but he was greeted with everyone yelling at him and laughing. "look its the gay boy!" someone yelled, he saw tyler with a worried look. 'How did ppl find out' josh thought, he rushed to the back, he tried not to cry, "what the hell is happening" tyler asked, "i dont know" josh replied. Tyler looked at josh, he could tell something was off, "you ok" tyler asked, "huh..oh...yeah im fine" josh said, tyler pulled josh for a hug, but it felt more than a hug to josh, it felt, like a kiss but without actually kissing, just like rlly loving and comforting. Josh couldn't contain himself, he started crying as quietly as he could, and wrapped his arms around tyler. Tyler hummed a song he was writing, "its ok..its ok" he said. "can we..s-skip today.." josh said through sniffles and tears, "yes" tyler replied. When they got off the bus tyler lead josh to the principals office, tyler knocked, "come in" he said, "oh, hello josh..and tyler?, how can I help you boys" he said, "we would like to dropout" tyler said confidently, josh quickly looked at tyler with a surprised and confused look. "what..i mean..i know that u live alone tyler, but what about josh" he asked, they both looked at josh for an answer, "I live with m-my grandfather, but he travels so hes never home" josh said,
After awhile tyler convinced the principal to let them drop out. When they were in front of the school tyler suggested if they went back to joshs house. "Sure" josh said, "how r we gonna get there" he asked, "uber" tyler said, as a car pulled up, they got in and josh said his address. Tyler tipped the driver, "cool house" he said, "thanks, my grandfather is pretty wealthy so he can afford this" josh said.

Tyler put his bag down, and looked around, "you have a pool?!" He said excitedly, josh giggled "yeah", "its not that cold out, wanna swim" he asked, "yeah, but i don't have my suit on me" tyler replied, "use one of mine", they went upstairs and josh went into a closet and pulled two bathing suits out, a black one and a dark blue one. Tyler picked the blue one, "you can use the bathroom" josh said. "ok" tyler replied, after a few minutes. Tyler came out in a T-shirt he was wearing under his sweater, josh was also wearing a T-shirt, they went downstairs to the pool deck. Tyler was really insecure about his chest and stomach, josh took his shirt off and was walking to get in the pool. 'Holy shit..his V-line is crazy..and kinda hot' tyler thought, which made tyler more insecure about himself. "come on!" Josh said, he could tell tyler felt uncomfortable. Josh rushed back to him, "what's wrong" he asked tyler, "its..just ur rlly like toned and in shape, and im not" tyler responded, "tyler..i don't care what ur body looks like, i just wanna have fun with my friend" josh said without thinking, "friend?" Tyler said, "did I say that" josh said looking flustered, "its fine" tyler replied, josh smiled reassuringly, tyler finally took his shirt off, josh blushed but quickly looked away, so he didn't noticed the 4 long scars on tylers stomach. They both went down to the pool, josh grabbed tylers hand and lead him to the deep end, "lets jump in together" he said "sure" tyler said. they held each other's hand tighter. "3..2..1!" They said together, and they jumped into the pool. Josh swam to the shallow end to he could stand, tyler swam to him, when he stood up, they made eye contact, and just started laughing, for 5 minutes straight they laughed, finally they stopped, "that was rlly fun" tyler said, josh agreed. Once again they got lost in each other eyes, tyler moved closer to josh, josh put his hands on tylers waist, tyler looked down and his hands, "j-josh.." he said nervously, "shh" josh said, josh kissed tyler, tyler couldn't comprehend how happy he was, and how much love he felt from josh. Josh stopped bc tyler didnt kiss back, "im..im so sorry" josh said as he let go and started to walk towards the pool stairs, "wait" tyler said, josh stopped walking, tyler turned josh around and kissed him back, this time josh kissed back, they wrapped their arms around each other, after they stopped, josh was so excited and caught up with the moment, he pulled tyler onto his lap on the stairs, "josh..we can't have sex" tyler said blushing, "i dont wanna have sex yet, i just wanna be with you" he said as he kissed tylers chest, "i know we literally have only known each other for like 48 hours but..tyler, i think ur rlly beautiful..and i know you try not to cut yourself" josh says holding tylers wrist up with the rubber band, and josh held tylers hand with the hand he had the rubber band on it, tyler wrapped his arms around joshs neck, and just started kissing him, josh wrapped his arms around tyler, and soon that kiss went into making out. even though. they were in a pool they were hot. they both felt a weird feeling in their bodies. between breathes they said, "no...sex..r-right" , and the other would say, "yeah..". after 30 min of making out they stopped. "wow" josh said, tyler laughed a little "yeah", "that escalated quickly" tyler replied, "yea, i'm tired now, wanna sleep" josh asked, "sure" tyler said, they went back inside and changed. got in bed, that feeling was still lingering with tyler, but josh had fallen asleep. tyler wrapped his arms around josh and snuggled up with him, and fell asleep.

sorry this one was long and was almost smut lol, I will make sexual references and other stuff so if that's weird to you, go ahead and skip. :)