trigger warning
tyler had been sleeping on the couch because josh would talk about suicide and self harm in his sleep. he started to sing a song he wrote taken by sleep to drown josh out. loud footsteps were coming closer, he put his hands over his ears and shook his head continuing to sing. he felt a hard slap on his cheek, it stings. he held his cheek, "i love you..t..tyler" the voice said, "SHUT UP! YOURE NOT REAL!" he opened his eyes and saw josh with a red mohawk, and red eyeshadow. tyler ignored how hot josh looked, he got up and walked away but spooky grabbed his waist from behind and picked him up, "put me down!". "come out blurry" spooky was trying to ruin tyler.hello
who are you
blurryface
i know you're me
fuckin idiot
please stop
you are worthless
no
your alone
josh loves me
josh isn't here
stop
why
it hurts
good"tyler? tyler!" josh shook tylers shoulders, tyler looked up with dark red eyes, josh quickly let go and stepped back, "what the hell?!". in a blink his eyes were normal, "josh it hurts oh my god it hurts!" tyler held his head, josh hugged tyler, josh pulled a knife out of his back pocket
stab him now
no
do it
he doesn't deserve it
he's going crazy
so am i
wow
what
fuck you kill yourself
i will
i dare you
watch mejosh put the knife down, "im sorry tyler..he's controlling me..", "i have blurryface" tyler smiled but was obviously in pain, "he told me something" josh looked at his wrist that had a lot more scars, "what". "he told me to kill myself and if i did i would be without him and without pain.." josh looked up, "no..josh.." tyler knew josh was suicidal before but never like this. "i think i should do it" he rubbed his wrist. "do it" tylers voice was deep. "ok.." josh took the knife and left. 'NO! JOSH!' when blurryface was controlling him he was trapped in a glass prison. he ran after josh, tyler found josh up in a tree with a noose. they made eye contact, "i love you tyler" his voice was raw from crying, "do you remember! when i hugged you when you got bullied! that was real josh!" tyler cried, "that was fucking real.." he cried more and more. josh couldn't bare to see tyler in this pain, he climbed down, "i remember.." josh said with tears, tyler looked up his eyes were misty, "i love you josh..please don't leave me" tyler wrapped his arms around josh's neck. "we need help josh immediately" tyler said, "i know..but i'm worried for you if we go to a therapist" josh replied, "i'll be fine..i promise" josh ignored tylers voice. so that's what they did, got therapists.
the chapters might a shorter too, im just playing with ideas. sorry if this story turns shitty
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unexpected love - joshler
Fanfictiontyler thought the new boy was cute tw// self-harm, suicide, abuse, rape.