unexpected love - joshler

halfway happy

they'd been going to therapy for 2 weeks.
tyler was excited to see his therapist, he liked him. "hello ty" he smiled, "hi" tyler smiled back. he handed tyler a lollipop, tyler frowned, "what's wrong?" he put his hand on tylers knee, "i've been feeling weird lately.." tyler opened the lollipop  and popped it in his mouth, "about what" dr.william sat back down, "josh" he played with the wrapper. "have you two been arguing or fighting?" he asked, "that's the thing! he hasn't said really anything to me for days..im worried about him.." tyler looked up, "maybe he's going through some things that's he feels he can't share with you" dr.william said, "but..we used to tell each other everything, im so worried about us" tyler put his head in his hands. "this will pass soon.." he smiled reassuringly, tyler smiled a fake one.

tyler unlocked the front door, "im back" he said looking around. no answer. "josh?" he looked around the house, "josh? are you here?!" tyler started to panic. suddenly he heard the front door open and giggling, "josh!" tyler ran up and immediately stopped when he saw josh's ex, debby, "t-tyler? what are you doing home?" josh nervously laughed, "i got done early, the question is where have YOU BEEN!?" tyler crossed his arms. "l-let me explain" josh tried to hug tyler, "no! we need to talk..NOW!" tyler stormed away, "bye.." debby said flirtatiously, "yeah.." he said looking down, she kissed his cheek. when josh found tyler he was sitting on the edge of the bed with a pissed expression, "why the fuck was she with you.." tyler said calmly, "we were just hanging out" josh said, "bullshit" tyler mumbled, "what?" josh was getting annoyed, "i said that's bullshit!! you're cheating on me because i'm not enough anymore!" tyler said getting up with teary eyes, "no babe.." josh held tylers shoulders, "yes! it's all bullshit! this relationship!.." tyler paused, "you're love for me isn't real is it.." he looked down, "tyler..it was just today..a-and yesterday..and the other day" josh realized why tyler was so mad at him, he cheated, tyler pushed josh's hand away, "so you've been having sex with someone else?!", "yes" josh crossed his arms, "why.." tyler couldn't stop his tears, "i was forced too! i didn't consent!" josh felt like his chest was going to explode. "she really made you ?" tyler sniffled, "yeah, then she told me she'd tell the police if i told anyone.." josh whipped his tears, "what?" tyler was confused on how she knew, "i-i might have to her about..t-that night-let me explain!" josh went in on how he was crying to her about life he accidentally said he raped tyler when he was drunk then she took advantage of him and forced him have sex with him, and told him he would have to have sex everyday until she said he could be safe from her telling everyone. tyler was horrified, he ran out of the room and down the the kitchen, josh rushed after him, tyler pulled out a big ass knife, "she can't tell if she's not breathing" his eyes were wicked, "holy shit tyler what the hell?!" josh grabbed the knife, he snapped out of it, and saw josh with a terrified look and a knife, "im sorry.." he collapsed into josh, "tyler?!" josh brought tyler to the couch, "josh..i need to know something.." tyler said, his voice was scratchy, "anything.." josh looked so concerned, "do you really love me..don't lie..i need to know" tyler felt his chest tightening scared for what josh would say, "goddammit! YES OF COURSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU! I WOULD MARRY YOU IF WE WERE OLDER, I WANT TO HAVE A FAMILY WITH YOU ONE DAY!" josh cried out, tyler was so shooketh (lol), josh went on and on about everything little thing he loved about tyler, he stared at josh in amazement.

josh was crying by the time he was done, "how was that" he looked at tyler smiling, "good" tyler smiled, they stared at each other for awhile. "i'm sorry tyler" josh said, "i know..but i forgive you" tyler got up, josh immediately picked tyler up and went upstairs. "josh i'm worried about you" tyler said as josh gently put him down, "why" josh replied wrapped his arms around tyler, "debby is sexually abusing you..i just feel bad" tyler said in a concerning tone, "it's ok tyler really, i just miss being with you in that way..it's been a awhile.." josh really wanted tyler, "me too.." they kissed. after a few minutes of them making out they were naked and having sex, tyler wasn't used to it at first then it felt good. (im so sorry).
tyler quickly fell asleep on josh's chest as he played with his hair, josh stared up at the ceiling, 'what the hell did i do wrong..i feel like all this is my fault..' he fell asleep in his thoughts.

this might have been weird. PROMO i'm writing a jacksepticeye x pewdiepie fanfic go read it ya want