young and stupid [sequel to bad boy next door]

Chapter Thirteen

~Austin Mahone~

 I’m confused as I watch Sierra walk away. What is she talking about? How did I lie? How did she get this disc again? But if this even the real disc?

I look back at the boys as they watch in sadness as the girl I love just walks away. And her walk… I never imagined moving away from me. The way she walks always captivated me too. The way her hips swayed sassily. And yeah… she has a nice butt. Not going to lie. I’m a guy. I looked. But I don’t look her for looks.

I love Sierra for her loving personality. Her genuine smile. Her eyes that showed every single emotion she held. Her petite body that you thought was weak, yet she could probably knock you out in a second. Her voice, the way she could sing like an angel. You wouldn’t expect it either. That’s what surprised me the most.

She… could sing. And dance. And play sports. And even cook. She could write a book if she wanted to. Someone like her could be considered perfect. Yet I know she’s not. She suffers from anxiety. She can go from happy straight to suicidal. She is God’s angel with an inner Satan that you could never let go of. She fights with herself inside all the time.

She’s different.

You assume she’s so fragile, perfect and sweet. But no. She’s sassy. She’s strong. She’s not only caring, but a total bitch when she needed to be. Never to me. She’s understanding to me most of the time. It was definitely an honor to have been able to call her mine. I want to continue to be able to.

I was going to.

I have to get her back.

I walk over to Alex, Tyler Robert, and Zach. I show the four the broken disc that lies in my hands. This disc is basically my heart… Broken. Ruined. Shattered. Couldn’t be fixed. But she could fix my heart. And she could fix this broken disc by telling me what she saw.

“What happened, dude?” Tyler asks, making me finally look up from the broken disc and into his soft brown eyes.

“She thinks I killed him…” I whisper as I look over to see Liz, Taylor, Amanda, and Tayla. Liz stands by the door the devilish smirk on her face. It was her. She did this. She made it look like I did it.

“You fucking bitch,” I sneer as I hand the disc to Alex. I storm past my four brothers and straight to the snarky bitch. Liz immediately gets scared seeing how angry I am. I wouldn’t let her anger management classes kick in at the moment. I wanted to pound her. I don’t care if she’s a girl. This is Sierra we’re talking about. She hurt Sierra.

“Why!?!? Are you happy? You ruined my one fucking chance of happiness! She’s different Liz. Sorry Taylor wasn’t the one for me! I know why you all are doing this. It’s because I dumped Taylor! Well stop doing it. Taylor means nothing to me and she will never mean something to me ever again. This isn’t doing fucking Toby or Danny anymore. This is revenge for Taylor. Am I right?” I roar out at her, getting straight in her face. I immediately feel two people grab my arms and I know it’s two of the boys.

“This is for Danny,” Liz whispers as she stares at me.

“No!! It’s not about Danny! You never loved him! You just used him! You’re doing this for Taylor’s sake. Am I right, Taylor? Tell me!” I growl as I look dead at Taylor who stays silent. I see her gulp as she stares at me in horror.

“Get out,” I hear Liz speak up but I continue, “Sorry I didn’t have sex with you, Taylor! I think it’s about time you told the fucking truth for once. I’m a fucking virgin. So Taylor admit you lied. I wouldn’t fuck you if you paid me a million dollars!”

Taylor immediately bursts into tears before running back inside. But she deserves it. She made Sierra feel like that. I don’t care if she considers me a jerk. I don’t care what anyone thinks anymore. The only opinion that is hurting me is Sierra.

She thinks I’m a murder. She’s scared at me, right?

“Fucking leave, Austin!” Liz snaps, as the boys finally pull me back fully.

“Stop ruining relationships!” I roar back at her and I want to go back to her and continue to fight, but I don’t.

Wanna know why?

Because I know if Sierra was here. She would know it’d be better to not fight any one or get mad. I just had to go to her and make it right with her. Like she would’ve done if it was me.