First you left
We cried
They cried
I cried.
It hurt & my heart ached
Such a humble soul
Gone
It hurts but my heart no longer aches
Numb, deadened & senseless,
as the days go by
Why?Then you left
I don't believe it .
We just spoke to each other not long ago
You're not gone, I know it.
DenialWhy?
Who do I ask? Who do I question?
God?
Mind is blank.
Can't even pray.
Numbed
Why do you take those that I love away from me???
AngerI fear being close to people now as I refuse to suffer from heartache again .
The pain.
The sadness
DepressingI have to be strong .
Every time I see mum crying my heart breaks into pieces.
Where do we begin with explaining to the younger ones??
Another grandparent has joined the angels ?It hurts.
I have to be strongIts hurting now,
But you can't see it.
You're really gone .
It's hitting me now
It hurts so much
As tears flood my face, darkness surrounds my broken heart.Blank
We cried.
They cried.
I cry