Hoodie up. Mask on. Bullets. Bullets in place. Gun. Gun in position. No stopping me now
BANG BANG BANG
Man down That's how it goes round here Murder some of mine and I'll murder a couple of yours. I don't give two fucks My friends gone, In fact my brothers gone Matter of fact my family...gone
Man fuck that soft shit. I'll murder anyone without hesitation. Try me.
Everyone runs away dispersing into different directions. Not far from home. Local. Doorstep. Slide gun into my trousers. Empty home. Mum at work. Dad MIA The usual.
Dash cash on mums bed No need for questions Money is money.
My room Clothes off Gun hidden away Shower on Cold water first Then hot Piping hot.
Need to wash my sins away.
I reminisce on the thoughts of those far away Wishing they could stay I shed a tear I wonder when my time will come When will someone put an end to my internal suffering An end to the voices in my head that lead me to sadness.
I want to join the others But instead I'm trapped in this eternal hell of life All I do is kill,kill,kill. The blood on my hands remains permanent, I try washing it off but it doesn't go. It's what a sinner like me deserves.
Shower done Mum home Clothes on "How was work mum?" All smiles "Good and you?" "Great" All smiles
My eyes scream for help but she won't ever understand. I shed several tears Suck it up you bitch.
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My legit mood after I finished writing this knowing that it's different and I stepped out of my comfort zone🤦🏽♀️
