Lately
Lately I've been so fed up and frustrated
Probably because I haven't meditated
Lately I haven't taken the time to collect my clustered thoughts
My pride and ego are bruised
I don't associate this feeling with anger anymore
I'm over it
Lately I'm over repeating my concerns
Its become boringI won't say that I'm in a dark place
But rather a limbo of vexation
I know what I want but right now all I see is a blur of clouds stopping me
When all I have to do is walk through the mist and fog.So here I am again picking fragment shards of creativity from my brain just to produce a poem.
So as usual I pull away, retreat and go into hiding until another idea sparks the tips of my thumbs.