Rayvn
"How are you feeling Rayvn"? The nurse start checking my blood pressure then hand me a pill right along with a cup of water.
When I went to pull the trigger, the gun never went off but it had one bullet left. I was sent to a psychiatric ward under suicide watch.
"When can I go home"? I ask her as I took the pill and wash it down with the water.
"Maybe in the next 24 hours" she grab my cup and left out. Once the door was close, I stuck my finger down my throat to cough up the pill I had swallow to only throw it in the trash.
All I wanted to do is go home and be in my bed or even be at work.
Laying down on the bed I start thinking about what went down the other day. I should've killed him when I had the chance, I hope he end up dead while in prison.
While I was in my thoughts the door had open up and the same nurse came back telling me I had an visitor. Getting up I follow behind her going into the visiting area to see who came up here to see me.
It was Elijah sitting at the table looking directly at me. I know I was looking horrible but didn't care not one bit, coming to think if it I gotta apologize to the way I act towards him.
"You shouldn't be here to see me" I tell him.
"I can't check up on a friend"?
"The way I treated you....no, by the way I want to apologize for what I said to you and how I acted".
"Don't even trip, I understand how you felt that day".
"You could never understand".
I really didn't feel like talking, so I end up cutting my visit short and head back to my room.
As soon as I get out of here, I'm going back to the old me and staying to myself.
Elijah
My little visit with Rayvn didn't last long. I could kill my pops for all the dirt he did, not only he damage Rayvn but as well Erika.
I ended it with her once she told me everything. I hate that she lost the baby and all but cheating as well as lying behind my back was a no for me.
Far as the church it was going to be shut down. It was all over the news about the pastor, most people now even look at me differently since I'm known as the preacher son.
I don't even let that bother me, I'm thinking about heading back to California where I was in the first place. Coming back to Houston wasn't worth living here so to hell with it.
Drako
They finally let me out of that shitty hole and took me back into my cell, coming to find out it was that preacher dude that was all over the news.
"Yo why they put your hyprocrite ass in here with me"?
"Say man I don't want no trouble".
"It won't be none since I'll be getting out tomorrow, you on the other hand might be in this place for the rest of your life. Don't you know niggas like you get killed up in here cause you like to rape little girls".
"That's not true and I will get out of here".
Laughing while shaking my head, "I doubt that".
"You'll see, if it wasn't for that bitch Rayvn I would've gotten away and never return back here".
When he said Rayvn I had to make sure he wasn't talking about my girl Rayvn.
"Rayvn? I know a Rayvn, what she look like"? He start describing her and sure enough he was talking about my baby.
By now I had this dude pinned against the bars holding him by the collar with a shank in the other hand.
"I could end you right here and that'll be the end of you" the look in his eyes was nothing but fear.
Next thing I hear was a guard walking down the hall causing me to let him go.
"This ain't over" I sat on my bunk while he stayed in that same spot sacred to move.
I couldn't wait to get up out of here and go see Rayvn, I'm going to show her that I'm a change man and we can get back together and maybe start a family.
