My Story

I can start this like once upon time but that wouldn't be me me so i do it like this,

i am a girl my name is Angel i am 16 years old with brown hair and i have ocean blue eyes.

You maybe think OK this is a girl so what but i got a story behind it my friends is seeing the happy and always hyperactive me but on the inside i aren't.

I cut my self taking drugs to hide from my reality, right now when i am writing this i am in my bed on the rehab center were i basically live in all the time.

When i am at home i only hear my dad jell on me that i am a whore that never be able to do something with my life and so on.

i am this ticking time bomb that is waiting to explode just scream so to avoid my dad and my sisters and brother i am always up on my room.

I sign in in on Facebook and i see that the best girl in the world has writ-en to me and i become so happy cuz she means so much to me.

And suddenly i see that my crazy awesome twin is writing a random thing as always Love you for that :).

I hear footsteps in the hallway i start to panic and almost cry cuz under the same time is was writing on Facebook i was cutting myself my thoughts are just flying in my head were am i gonna hide the knife he is going to beat me apart again all that just flying around in my head.

Suddenly the footsteps stop i don't hear anything but i see the shadow of a person outside my door and the door opens up, it is my sister one of the only once that understands me coming in and closes the door.

Me - what do you want ?

Haley - you know that dad do-sent want to be so hard on you right?

Me - I don't care anymore i gonna die anyway 

Haley - No you aren't why do you say that? 

I show her my arms and saying 

- That's whats gonna kill me my cutting or him beating me apart for things i don't do. 

Haley - stop i know that you don't like this but isn't it better then be on the rehab were you don't have a friend at all?

Me - I dont know i just wanna give up everything and die!

My sister is walking away from the room i get angry and running out to meet my friends. 

When i am going to the train staison i think how much i wanna jump in front of the train but then i gonna miss my crazy twin and all my other friends. 

Now i am in town and i start to smile cuz i see my best friend Brian stand and acting like a monkey as always. 

Oh no he looked at me what am i gonna do the panic is coming again were am i gonna hide, i know that he hate it when i am cutting myself. 

I hear him screaming HEY as loud as he can it turn around and start to talk, 

Me- Hey Brian(with the big happy smile)

Brian - what have you done and what have you done to your eye? 

Me - I haven't done anything and my dad hit-ed me again no big deal 

Brian- Ok just tell me if you wanna stay at my place but we are in a hurry to the gig.

He grabs me around my arm and i made a little scream and he says you have cut your self again haven't you?

Me- yes i have but don't think about that right now.

Brian- OK 

We when to the place we were having our gig and played all day long and just having a good time, after that is time to go home were dad proberly were pissed off cuz i runed off . what happens next keep reading to find out ;)