My Story

My best friend

Hey i see that some of you are still reading the last time i wrote that i have find a new friend the drugs so here it goes chapter 3.

It is eight a clock on the night i sitting in the living room watching tv its my favourite tv show Buffy the vampire slayer i looking on the TV i don't evan close my eyes and right  in the best part my sister starts to stand in the way i am getting enoyd about it and telling her.. 

Me - can you move a way of the tv please?

Haley - no i can´t 

Me- why you only need to take a steep to the right -.-

 Haley - yea i know but i ain't gonna do it, I do it when you telling me what the fuck you are up to. 

Me- i aren´t doing any thing and why do you ask ?

Haley- You are i find you cove-rd in blood and totally knocked out on the floor almost every day so don't tell me that  you aren't doing anything.

Me - ok i do something but it is my life i do what i want

Haley- please stop i cant do it any more.

 I stand up and walking away under the same time i saying ok i wont

I going up to my room and i hear my dad standing and jelling on my brother for something i don't really care what about, i starting my computer and i sign in on facebook and starting my Spotify 

to listen on the best song ever Give your heart a break by Demi lovato under the same time i see that my friend Sky is writing to me

Sky- Hey

Me - hey how are you doing

Sky - Good wbu 

Me - Not so good 

Sky- Y whats wrong

Me- I cut myself to deep and i wanna die

Sky- Angel no stop plz, u hurt urself i hurt my self

Me- No you mean to much <3 

Under the time i am writing to Sky i see that my Crazy twin is writing something random to me and i start to laugh    

and my brother is opening the door and stick hes head in with the big smile on hes face and saying that he is happy that i am laughing and not crying for a change i didn't say anything i just smiled and told him to close the door. 

The next day i deiced that u was going to the town to meet Brian and my friends that is still with me in my fight to get better as always we meet out in the smoking ring , suddenly i feel that someone id hugging me from the back i am turning fast around to look how it was cuz how would hug me i ain't worth it.

the time has been so long in the town we mostly walked around and laugh our asses of when i got home it was the same old same old i toughed until i got in to the house Haley was sitting in the hallway crying, i don't why but i drooped all my stuff i had my hands an run-ed to her. 

When i took away her hands that she coverd  her beautiful face with i saw i a big red mark in the shape of a hand and i started to ask what happend why have hit you?

she answered that she asked dad something about me

Me- why did you ask stuff about me? 

Haley - don´t you know ?

Me - what sould i know 

Haley - dad is planing to throw you out of the house he think you are not good for this family ?

Me- olk let him do it then 

Haley started to cry more and walked away from me dad got home this time he was angrier then ever before i even got afraid for him, he looked on me like he was going to kill me i stood up against the wall in to the living room when he pouched me in my stomek so hard that i couldn't breath and falled down on the floor. 

To my big surprise that was the only thing he did to me that day but i was going to meet a boy named Benjamin a half a hour after the hit by my dad 

i walked up to my bathroom thinking about how i was gonna cover the scars and the marks from all the hits he is going to think that i am crazy if he see me like this, i have never used make-up before but now i didn't have another choice but to do it.

i started to cover everything so i got verry happy about it and after all the makeup thingy i was walkling out to meet benjamin 

ok how many of you think this is a date ? well sorry to make u all upset then Benjamin was my halick that gave me drugs when i needed it , to bad huh sorry but this is how it was going i went away from Benjamin's home out to the town high as hell  

anyone of ya that think ok great she is going to walk out in the street and be hit by a car or get reaped ? no that didn't happened either but the coops found me out in the docks and they took me home to my hell home.

I started to think about rehab even more i didn't want to be like this i want to be a normal girl in a ordinary world . I didn't even think i  am gonna be alive to my 17th birthday and if you guys wounder its the 30th august 

so what is there left to fight for my family Sky my crazy twin Brian Haley victor ? 

keep read to find out in the next chapter in my fight for a better life