Love you instead

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UPDATE!
A little background on how Yoongi ended up in Jimin's apartment.

Jimin sobbed as he looked into the mirror. He felt dejected, used and worthless.
Jimin wandered off when Jungkook left, his mind filled with images of Jungkook having sex with Taehyung. He imagined him kissing him and whispering praises to Tae.
He walked around on an empty road, not even knowing where it lead to. He just walked as tears fell into the concrete. Jimin stared blankly into the view in front of him. Darkness. Pitch black roads with dim street lights. He wanted to disappear in this darkness. He wanted to vanish. He wasn't ever worthy of love, he knew it. He convinced himself of it.
He felt someone tug on his arm and turn him around.
"No! Stop it! Just stop! I'm begging you! Let me go!" Jimin screamed on top of his lungs trying to get out the grasp as he fell on the road. His eyes were shut and tears streamed down faster this time.
"Jimin, stop! It's me! Yoongi!" Yoongi screamed hugging Jimin. He hugged him so tightly, he felt Jimin's heart pounding. Yoongi sat on top of Jimin, straddling him. Jimin looked up at Yoongi.
"I hate you!"Jimin sobbed pulling Yoongi's shirt by the collar as he cried.
"Wh--"
"Why can't I love you instead? Why? Why am I so fucked in the head? Why does my heart hurt knowing that someone who hates me is probably with the man he loves? Tell me! Tell me why. Why can't I love you? Just why?!" Jimin cried in Yoongi's chest.
Yoongi cupped Jimin's face and planted a soft kiss on his forehead. Jimin immediately backed off, Yoongi cupped his face again and pressed his forehead against Jimin's.
"Jimin, please. Let me heal you." Yoongi said as a tear fell from his eye onto Jimin's cheek.
"I'm.. beyond repair." Jimin said in between breaths.
"Jimin-ah. Just.." Yoongi's eyes suddenly shot up as he trailed his fingers down Jimin's spine and felt it's structure. Jimin had lost weight!
"Jimin. When did you eat?" Yoongi caught Jimin off guard with his question.
"Chicken sandwich.. I don't remember when." Jimin stuttered. Yoongi pulled Jimin up to his feet and sat him down in his car. He drove to restaurant, picked up some pork gravy and rice, bought a few chips and a few cans of cola on their way to Jimin's apartment.
Yoongi sat Jimin down, lay the food on the table and served it to him. Seeing how reluctant Jimin was eating, Yoongi fed him. They talked about Busan, dance, rap, life and love. Slowly but gradually Jimin finished his dinner.
"When did you get a good sleep?"  Yoongi's eyebrows furrowed.
"Don't know" Jimin looked down. He hadn't looked Yoongi in the eyes even once and so Yoongi didn't want to pressurize him into answering his questions about Jeon Jungkook.
Yoongi tapped on his thigh as he shifted over to the end of the couch. Jimin hesitantly put his head on his lap and Yoongi stroked his hair and covered him with his jacket. Jimin fell asleep within a few mins.
"Thank you, hyung." Jimin mumbled softly.
Yoongi couldn't stop his tears anymore, he silently sobbed as Jimin slept on his lap and occasionally shivered as if having a nightmare.
"Jimin-ah, what is happening to you? Tell me please." Yoongi whispered to the sleeping boy. Yoongi soon drifted into a deep sleep aswell as Jimin held his hand tightly as if holding onto his hand for dear life.

An hour or two later, Yoongi woke up alarmed at the extremely loud banging at the door. The second he heard Jungkook's voice he ran to the door.
"Jeon Jungkook, just the man you wanted to see. " His conscience sneered at him. Yoongi let out a sharp breath before unlocking the door.

Author's note:
What do you think will happen next?
Will Yoongi confront Jungkook?
How will Jungkook react to seeing Jimin with Yoongi?
If Yoongi is the one who saw Taehyung and Jungkook, will he expose them now?

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