Abusive (Jikook) (Vkook) (Vhope)

Goodbye

UPDATE, loves!
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As soon as Jimin and Jungkook reached the apartment, Jungkook headed off to shower and Jimin went ahead and packed his clothes and essentials.

"Done?" He turned around to see Jungkook standing shirtless in his black pyjamas and wiping his hair.
"Yeah. Dinner?" Jimin asked.
"Um.." Jimin found himself getting lost in Jungkook's eyes. Jungkook walked up to him and stroked his cheek with his thumb.
"Jimin.." Jungkook breathed.
"Jungkook.." Jimin closed his eyes leaning in . Jungkook wanted to savour the taste of his lips so badly, to make him his. But after what he had done, he didn't deserve it, he knew Jimin needed time and he was going to give it to him. Even if it meant waiting for forever, he'd do it. He was going to wait for his forgiveness, even if he didn't come back to him and moved on to someone way better than Jungkook, all he needed was his forgiveness.

Jungkook's heart burned at the thought of Jimin in somebody else's arms, his lips on somebody else's, his sweet voice breathlessly moaning someone else's name. He felt his face getting hot as anger took over.

"No, Jimin.." Jungkook mumbled heartbroken as closed his eyes. Jimin gave him a startled look.
" You need time to think. If I made love to you right now, I'd influence your decision."
"I want you so bad. But I love you more, I want you to love me." He breathed and Jimin looked at him bewitched.

"I hope you make a decision that makes you happy, baby. Your happiness is all I'm asking for. " Jungkook said kissing Jimin's forehead as a small tear escaped his eye. And he took a step back from him.

"Dinner time!" Jungkook tried to sound happy and dragged Jimin off to the kitchen. After eating, they watched some TV and soon it was time to sleep. Jimin had an early flight the next day. Jimin kept tossing around in bed, even when they are and watched TV, Jimin's mind was wandering off. He was feeling so lost, so defeated. He just wanted to cuddle up in Jungkook's arms and feel his kiss, he wanted Jungkook. But he couldn't forget what he had done to him.

Jungkook needed to suffer. Jimin was going to make him suffer, if not more than, then equal to what he felt. But why did it feel like Jungkook was hurting all the time even though he didn't cry as much as Jimin did? But his lost expression showed so much vulnerability.

Both of them had so much to say but they couldn't. They both didn't have the courage to face each other, their hearts felt like they were being ripped to sheds.

As they got under the sheets, Jungkook wrapped his arms around Jimin's small waist, and rested his face in the crook of his neck. Jungkook woke up to a sound of sniffling and small chokes.

"Jimin! You're crying!" Jungkook turned him around. Jimin grabbed Jungkook's shoulder and cried out in his chest.

"I'm sorry, baby. I'm sorry." Jungkook kissed Jimin's ear, he was probably thinking o the past. Jimin cried harder hearing Jungkook apologize.
"Why are you crying, Jimin?" Jungkook hovered over Jimin.
"I don't fucking know." Jimin cried hard, wrapping his arms around Jungkook and cried in his neck. Jungkook rolled over and held Jimin like it would be the last time he would ever hold him, maybe it was.

"I'm sorry, baby. " Jungkook whispered as Jimin fell asleep in his arms.

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All of BTS was at the airport the next morning. Jin and Namjoon were so worried about Hoseok and Jimin that they couldn't even hide their worry that showed completely on their faces.