Abusive (Jikook) (Vkook) (Vhope)

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Yoongi sat down with a cup of coffee in his hands, all he could think about was what he had to do to make Jimin his before Jungkook wooed him. He assumed that Jimin didn't know about him cheating, so he decided to expose Jungkook and sweep Jimin off of his feet.

But it wasn't going to be easy. Jungkook wouldn't budge, he knew this. He could sense the concern Jungkook had the day he  knocked at Jimin's door like a maniac. But he deserved Jimin, he had loved him since the day he laid his eyes on him. He was captivating, his smile, lips, brown eyes.

Yoongi smiled at the thought.
His phone rang and caught his attention.
"Jin hyung?"
"Hosoek is going to Japan day after tomorrow. He's going for like 5 days, so we'll have to discuss some concert stuff. You'll come to see him off right?"
"Of course, hyung! See you!"
"See you. Glad you came back early. "
"Haha. Goodnight" Yoongi said as he hung up. This was the perfect opportunity, to meet Jimin and confess.

He went to his wardrobe and picked out his outfit, a black Armani suit paired with a black shirt. This was the perfect time, to be dressed kind of formally and not look too awkward since they would go to perform later on.

He knew he looked irresistible in all black, Jimin always called him cute names whenever he saw him in all black. He laid out his Rolex and combed back his hair as he thought of Jimin looking at him in awe, hopefully.
" Dress to impress, Min. " He mumbled to himself as he looked into the mirror.

"You're only mine, Jimin. Only mine."

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Jungkook slowly kissed Jimin's thighs. Jimin bit his lip as he felt Jungkook's soft plump lips so near to his hardening member.

"Jun... Jungkook. There's really no need for this. Do it to someone you love. This is...Is...I..." Jimin stuttered as he tried to push his head away half heartedly.
"Please.. I love you... Please let me" Jungkook breathed looking up at Jimin.

Jimin's eyes were glassy, he could feel the urge to use Jungkook. But he was above this, he couldn't hurt someone just because they had hurt him.
"I..Oh fuck" Jimin threw his head back as Jungkook pressed his lips onto Jimin's now painfully hard member. He lightly rubbed his lips up and down Jimin's length over the fabric. . 
"Please, Jimin. Please. " Jungkook's big doe eyes looked up at him begging. Jimin couldn't really take it, he wanted to push him off but right now his body was giving in even though his mind was half made.

Jimin knew this wasn't right. But after all that Jungkook had done, would it even be wrong for Jimin to use him once for his own pleasure?
"Of course, it would! It'll give him hope! He's trying to get you back!" Jimin's conscience screamed.

"Please.." Jungkook begged again as he unzipped Jimin's pants, Jimin grabbed his wrists softly and pushed his hands away.He kissed his inner thigh again.
"Jimin... I love you. I want to.. There's nobody else I'd ever do it to. Please Jimin. " Jungkook's eyes looked teary and Jimin hated himself for getting hard at the sight of Jungkook in between his legs , he wasn't the kind to exploit someone's vulnerability!

"I don't think so, Jungkook..." Jimin tried to get up, his body hating him for denying pleasure.
"Jiminie please.. I want you to feel good. I want you to feel good because of me, just once. Please."
"This isn't your repentance.. nothing will change, Jungkook. And I..."  Jungkook kissed his inner thighs again.  Jimin's eyes locked with Jungkook's, who was still kneeling down in front of him. Jimin sat back down and cupped his face.
"Why are you doing this?" Jimin asked genuinely.
"Because I love you." Jungkook responded in a second.
"You don't.." Jimin retorted.
"I do..." Jungkook cried.
"Jun-"
"Please let me show you. Please. " Jungkook took Jimin's hands and sobbed lightly against his knuckles.
"Giving me head... Won't show anything. It just shows you're guilty. But this is what you want ,right?" Jimin took his hands away from Jungkook's hold.

He unzipped his pants and freed his extremely hard member, aching to be pumped. It was Jungkook's first, he would only dominate, he had never even thought he'd want to suck anyone off. He wanted Jimin to feel good, he would do anything for Jimin to moan his name, no matter how scared he was of what he'd experience.

Jungkook lay his tongue flat against Jimin's shaft. He licked up slowly and looked up at Jimin whose eyes were closed and his breathing so fast.

To Jungkook's surprise, he loved it, the way Jimin tasted, the way he felt inside his mouth. It was sort of uncomfortable, but soon all those feelings went away as he heard Jimin moan softly. Small 'mm's and 'ah's escaped his mouth.

Jungkook moaned softly against Jimin's skin. It turned Jimin on so much, to feel Jungkook's mouth on him. Jimin lightly rubbed his cheek as he sucked him off. Jungkook's eyes were glassy and slightly pink from crying earlier.

"Stop, Jungkook. I'll come. I..." Jimin moaned.
"Mm" Jungkook moaned, he took Jimin in deeper and swirled his tongue around. Jimin combusted in his mouth and Jungkook quickly swallowed.
"Ah fuck." Jimin bit his tongue and he involuntarily thrusted in his mouth making Jungkook choke slightly.

"Oh fuck. I'm sorry. " Jimin stroked Jungkook's cheek. Jungkook continued to give Jimin tiny licks and sucked the tip lightly.

"Don't be..." Jungkook whispered.
"No.. I'm sorry... Because this changes nothing. I can't forget the past ,Jungkook. And what just happened right now.... It just shows what I'm becoming. I can't do this.." Jimin looked away from Jungkook's flushed and sticky face.

"Jimin..." Jungkook's eyes filled with tears.
"I.." Jimin stopped midway.
"I know..." Jungkook responded as he looked down and sat down on the floor.

"Jungkook.." Jimin whispered pulled his pants up and sat down in front of Jungkook. He looked so defeated, so hurt.
"Jungkook.." Jimin shook him lightly.
Jungkook couldn't even look up at him. His heart hurt so much.
"Say something." Jimin was panicking inside.
"I love you.." the same sentence. Jungkook had said this over 50 times now.
"Do you really?" Jimin cupped his face.
"Yes." Jungkook said staring blankly at him .
"You'd be willing to give me time? To reevaluate?"
"I...I will" Jungkook stuttered. He knew giving Jimin time could mean losing him forever but he couldn't force Jimin anymore, not after what he had done to him.

"Then let me go to Japan. "

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Author's note:
Hope you guys enjoyed the chapter.💕

Should Jimin go to Japan?

Will he?

Teaser:  There maybe some Yoonmin smut soon.....So......... Ily all 💕💕💕

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