Abusive (Jikook) (Vkook) (Vhope)

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"Jungkook.." Jimin looked at him in awe. Jimin leaned in and kissed him softly, everything felt so weird. It was wrong yet right.

They had been through everything. But nothing could take away the past. No matter how strong their love was, a past that haunting was bound to leave scars. Jimin pulled Jungkook in further as they kissed harder. Jungkook was so needy, he just let Jimin kiss him his way. He loved it, he loved him. All he wanted was for things to be this way. Forever.

Jimin pushed Jungkook down making him lie down. Jimin was on top of Jungkook, kissing his lips wildly, his neck and his jaw. He practically tore open Jungkook's shirt and his hands roamed all over his body.
"Jungkook... Is this wrong?" Jimin panted, his eyes glassy and heart pounding as his small fears started creeping in.
"Jimin, I.." Jungkook didn't know what to do. He cupped Jimin's face and pulled him down and kissed him passionately. He was sobbing lightly. Jimin stroked his cheek as he felt his tears roll down.
Jimin could feel that it may never be enough. It may always hurt, but right now he could see how much Jungkook was broken and he didn't care what the past was. To many, it would be impossible to understand, love was the stupidest and the most irrational feeling in this world. Jimin could sense how sorry Jungkook was, but the abuse he had caused needed  so much effort from his side to convince Jimin.

Should Jimin give him a second chance? He still didn't know.

Jimin reached out for Jungkook's belt buckle and slid his pants off. Jimin soon stripped out of his clothes and grabbed the bottle of lube. Jungkook was so nervous, he moaned at Jimin's soft kisses and grabbed his waist tightly. He suddenly felt Jimin coat his member with lube.
"Jimin.. wha-" Jungkook was cut off as Jimin kissed him passionately. His tears flowing continuously. Jungkook cried too, he moaned into Jimin's lips.
"I want you inside me.." Jimin positioned himself over Jungkook's hard member and sunk down on it. Jungkook threw his head back and held his waist with one arm, and the other in Jimin's hair as Jimin rode him slowly.

"Ah.. Jungkook.." Jimin closed his eyes and he felt Jungkook's member fill him. Jungkook suddenly sat up and cupped his face as he kissed him harder. He wanted to feel him completely.
"Jimin-ah... I love you so much. " Jungkook moaned softly.
"Jungkook.. Please don't hurt me anymore. Please." Jimin grabbed his neck and kissed his jaw.
"I won't.. I promise. Please trust me. Please, baby. " Jungkook choked back a few tears.

Jimin closed his eyes and threw his head back as he grabbed onto his shoulders desperately.
Jungkook was only thinking about Jimin and his pleasure. He wanted to make love to him all night. Everyday, for the rest of his life.
"Jimin, please stay. I'll prove it to you. I will love you like no other man can. I'll do anything to protect you, make you happy, I swear I will. Please, Jimin." Jungkook kissed Jimin's neck and carressed his back.

Their pace got faster and faster as they made love. The room filling with Jimin moaning Jungkook's name and Jungkook moaning Jimin's.
Jimin could feeling his heart getting heavier as he held onto Jungkook so tightly. He was so upset with all that had happened.

"Why did you do this.." Jimin cried into his neck.
"I'm sorry, baby. I'm sorry.. please.." Jungkook cried too, he grabbed the back of Jimin's head and pulled him in for a kiss again.

"I'm all yours, baby. All yours. " Jungkook made Jimin cup his face.
"Mine .." Jimin moaned against his lips.
Jimin's breathing hitched as he felt his orgasm building, he interwined his fingers with Jungkook briefly as he then let go of his hands and held his shoulders for support.

"I'm.. I'm going to come.." Jimin moaned, his eyes screwed shut and face and body covered in sweat.
"Go ahead, baby.." Jungkook kissed him hard. Jimin shuddered on top of Jungkook as he came all over Jungkook's stomach and chest. Jungkook soon came inside Jimin calling out his name.

Jungkook lay Jimin down, he continued thrusting in him.
"I.. I love you so much. " Jungkook wanted him so bad. It wasn't the sex, but the emotions invested in the act this time. He was making love to the man he wanted to wake next to all his life.
"Oh Jungkook.." Jimin cupped his face and bit down on his jaw lightly. He was a moaning mess, he loved the feeling and the man on top of him. He didn't care if it was wrong.

Jungkook's soft moans filled Jimin's ears, he knew he was going to make him come again.
Jungkook's speed increased gradually.
He looked down at Jimin's beautiful sensual expressions. He looked so beautiful, he was liking it. Jungkook was so glad. He was making Jimin moan, and love it. He hadn't seen him like this for a while, and he was the reason behind it.

"I'm so sorry for what I did. I really am so sorry, baby. " Jungkook sobbed in Jimin's neck who had his hands in his hair tugging on them and his lips on his neck as he bit down on his shoulders.
"I know.." Jimin kissed his cheek.

They both climaxed again, at the same time this time. Jungkook pulled out of Jimin after a few minutes of riding out his and Jimin's orgasm.
He turned over and held Jimin close to him and stroked his face.
"I love you, Jimin.." Jungkook looked down at Jimin's pink flushed face and Jimin looked back up at Jungkook's sweaty face and huge eyes looking down at him, looking glassy and slightly swollen.
"I know.." Jimin responded looking up at him.

"But I'm not going to stay here. " Jimin said and Jungkook's eyes widened but before he had panic set in, Jimin spoke.
"You're going to make me fall in love with you more, more than I already do which is kind of impossible, so you have to do some magic probably. You're going to have to work hard everyday to make me yours again. You think you can manage?" Jimin said stroking Jungkook's face.

Jungkook's eyes teared up.
"You're... You're going to give me a chance?" Jungkook's tears fell.
Jimin wiped Jungkook's tears with his thumb.
"Yes. To prove yourself. If you can, I'll come back. We'll be together, get married, adopt 3 kids and a small dog." Jimin looked up as he put his hand on Jungkook's chest.

" If not, then I'll walk away. And you won't follow. " Jimin pressed a soft kiss to Jungkook's lips.
Jungkook cupped Jimin's face and kissed him softly.
"What did I ever do to deserve you? " Jungkook whispered.
"Probably saved a country in your previous life." Jimin smiled.
Jungkook couldn't resist saying,
"Are you sure you want to give me a chance, Jimin? Please don't deny yourself any happiness. "
"I'm not. I'm asking for my happiness now. You want me, right?" Jimin asked him.

"Of course, I do. More than anything in this world.."
Jungkook smiled through his tears and closed his eyes. Jimin felt his regular breath, his normal heart rate, he looked up and saw his pink pouty lips slightly parted.
"Jungkook?" Jimin whispered.
"Hm?" Jungkook responded.
"Don't make me regret it. " Jimin said seriously.

"I won't. I promise. " Jungkook held him close. And they fell asleep.

Author's note!

This is the third or even maybe the second last chapter for the book.

I love you all for the support. I try to keep everyone happy but I've realised that it's an impossible task. But for all those who've supported me and this book, I'm so grateful.

I may post the last chapter today. 💖

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