Abusive (Jikook) (Vkook) (Vhope)

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Trigger warning! Scene containing bloody details!

"No, you don't. You're just scared, Jungkook. " Jimin looked back at him.
"I do!" Jungkook exclaimed and buried his face in Jimin's chest as he sobbed hard.
"Jungkook. Just sleep. " Jimin stroked Jungkook's hair.
"If-if I do... You'll leave me. Y-you will leave. I can't live without you. I can't imagine this house without your presence. You make me feel at home..." Jungkook spoke out quickly. He was blabbering. He just wanted Jimin to stay. He couldn't imagine a day without him near him.

"Jungk-"
"Please. Don't go to Japan. Don't leave me. Just don't go. Please " Jungkook hugged Jimin and looked up at him, his eyes swollen and full of fear. He was going pale and his heart beat so fast that Jimin felt like Jungkook would have a stroke if he panicked more.

"Okay. I won't go to Japan. Okay? I won't go. Please calm down, Jungkook. " Jimin kissed Jungkook's cheek almost half heartedly. He still was scared of Jungkook, he didn't know what he feared, it was so many things combined.

The fact that Jungkook could be lying, maybe he was panicking because he didn't really want to hurt Jimin this much and was simply guilty, he could start wanting Taehyung again, the list was endless. Jimin's brain overflowed with hypothetical yet possible situations.

Jimin looked at Jungkook who was shivering and sobbing in his sleep. As he stroked his face, Jungkook relaxed a little under his touch. He was mumbling something, Jimin shifted to hear him.
"Please, Jimin. Please." Were the words he heard. Jimin teared up, all he ever wanted was for Jungkook to love him, and now that he claimed that he did, he couldn't believe him.

Jungkook indeed had fucked up.

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Jungkook woke up the next morning, he saw there was blood all over the floor. He followed the trail and saw Jimin lying down in a pool of blood.

His face was pale, the smile that made his day, the one that made his heart skip a beat, his lips that were always beautifully pink were now replaced with blue lips pressed in a hard-line.

His eyes closed, he looked like he was asleep. But his chest wasn't rising and falling.

Jungkook ran up to his body and lifted him up on his lap.

"Wake up, Jimin!" Jungkook screamed but Jimin didn't move. Jungkook listened for his breathing but there was no sound. Just the sound of his own breathing.

"No! Please! Don't leave me, Jimin! I'll change everything! Please!" Jungkook shook Jimin and hugged him hard and he cried.

"Just come back, Jimin! I will do anything! Please just come back!" Jungkook shouted but Jimin was gone. He wasn't coming back.

Jungkook's gaze fell onto Jimin's fist that held a paper.

"I have heard that one values the things they've lost the most. I hope you value me even when I'm gone. It isn't your fault but the pain is too much. I'm sorry and I'll always love you. " read the blood stained note.

"No, Jimin! You're the most precious thing to me! Just wake up, Jimin! Wake up! I love you! All I want is you! Wake up!" Jungkook screamed holding Jimin whose hand hung limp as Jungkook hugged him.

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Jungkook jolted awake, the sheets were covered in sweat and eyes swollen because of tears! He glanced beside him and he saw Jimin wasn't there!

Jungkook ran out of the room and saw Jimin standing in the kitchen.
"No!" Jungkook ran up to him and grabbed his wrists. Jimin dropped the glass of water he was drinking.
"You...Slit your wrists. You were leaving. You....You.. Please... Please...Don't go. I love you. Please. I value you... I love you...I love you, Jimin. I love you. " Jungkook was shivering as he said the words as fast as he could. His clothes drenched in sweat and face ashen. 
" Jungkook it's okay! I'm okay! I was just drinking water!" Jimin panicked as well, he cupped Jungkook's face and then hugged him.

Jungkook hugged Jimin back and picked him up. Jimin sat up on the counter in the kitchen and Jungkook kissed Jimin. His breathing normalised but he felt that Jimin wasn't really kissing him back. He was sobbing continuously as the stills from his nightmare played in his mind.

"What happened?" Jimin managed to say when they briefly broke the kiss.
"Y-you.. nightmare. " That was all Jungkook could manage to say, he couldn't even talk.
"It's okay. I'm here. " Jimin tried.
"You're not leaving me, are you?" Jungkook looked at Jimin with tears falling down. He held Jimin so close, he felt like if he'd let go of him, he'd lose him forever.

"I..." Jimin looked back at Jungkook. He was so scared, it felt so familiar, like looking into a mirror.
"I won't. I promise. " Jimin stroked Jungkook's cheek. Jungkook closed his eyes and sighed. He placed Jimin's hands on his face and rested his face in Jimin's neck and inhaled.
"Let's go sleep." Jimin suggested. It always felt like he'd hear Taehyung's name every time Jungkook told him that he loved him.

"Okay.." Jungkook held Jimin's hand and they started walking towards Jungkook's room. Jimin froze as Jungkook opened the door and tried to pull him in. Jungkook turned back and looked at him. Jimin had tears in his eyes, Jungkook couldn't hold his tears back either. He turned around and kissed him softly.
"I'm sorry. Please. " Jungkook cried as he pressed his forehead against his.
"I.." Jimin burst into tears as he recalled the words "It's whore proof."
Jungkook knew.
"Jimin please. I love you. " Jungkook cried too. He kissed Jimin again by cupping his face. He held his tiny hand and walked in. Jimin was shaking, his palms sweaty and cold. Jungkook slowly lay Jimin down and hovered over him.

Jungkook kissed him again. He wrapped Jimin's legs around his waist but to Jimin's surprise, he didn't grind against him. All he wanted to do was kiss him. Their bodies pressed together. Jungkook didn't even want any air between them.

Jungkook's hands were caressing Jimin's face and body. His eyes closed, his desperation evident. Jimin closed his eyes, Jungkook's kisses felt good. It was after so long that Jimin was being kissed this way, he stroked Jungkook's hair and one palm cupped his jaw but Jungkook's filthy words haunted again and he teared up.

Jungkook moaned softly against his touch but Jimin still wasn't kissing him back like he used to. Jungkook's tongue explored Jimin's mouth, he tasted so sweet. Jungkook broke the kiss just to look at Jimin. His face was flushed, lips swollen and wet from the kissing.

Jungkook stroked Jimin's cheek with his thumb and softly pecked his lips repeatedly. Both of them had their eyes closed and were crying, there were so many things they wanted to say but it almost felt like they didn't have to.

Words just weren't enough. As they kissed, they understood their unsaid words. Jimin didn't need to hear Jungkook's constant apology and Jungkook knew Jimin was still hesitant. Jungkook kissed him more passionately and Jimin's tears fell, he knew Jungkook was begging for his kiss, for his forgiveness.

"Jungkook?" Jimin said breathlessly but Jungkook kept planting soft kisses.
"Jimin." Jungkook opened his eyes slowly and looked at Jimin's teary eyes.
"What happens when Taehyung returns with his answer? He'll be here day after tomorrow." Jimin's voice was shaky.
"I..." Jungkook closed his eyes. Jimin closed his eyes too, he knew he had no answer. His silence spoke a thousand words. Jungkook couldn't look at Jimin Jimin smiled through his tears at Jungkook and cupped his face.

Little did they know, Taehyung was already back to Korea to surprise Jungkook with his answer.

Author's note: I'm sorry if the chapter felt short!

What is Taehyung going to say?

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