HEAL ME × changlix | stray kids

NINE

NINE

Changbin moved away from Felix, realizing what he had done, how Felix might have felt uncomfortable.

But Felix pulled him in again, a little bit out of breath. Both boys had flushed cheeks and their hearts were beating fast. Changbin had never kissed a boy before. He had never kissed anyone before. Yet he felt like the kiss wasn't too sloppy. He liked how Felix's lips felt, soft and impatient.

Even though they had not known each other for that long, both boys were incredibly attracted to each other. Felix had known this all along and had only been waiting for the moment they would kiss. Changbin, on the other hand, had not really been able to define what he felt when Felix was around.

His stomach would feel like butterflies were in it when Felix was near him and he disliked that feeling which made him annoyed. Also, Felix made him somewhat nervous.

Right now, he was certainly not nervous. His whole body felt like it was exploding. Like a drug, making him unable to think straight. Well he was not thinking straight even when he was not kissing Felix. At least not when Felix was around.

"Dinner's ready!"

All of a sudden, both boys jumped, being surprised at Changbins grandma interrupting them. Luckily, she had not caught them.

"Just a second!"
Changbin answered, or better yelled, down and their eyes met for a second.

Hoping that their swollen, red lips and flushed cheeks won't catch the elderly women's attention they went down, not saying a word to each other.

Because, yes, this was awkward. Changbin had just kissed Felix out of the blue, after telling him he did not like him several times. Felix on the other hand, had provoked him to do that and pulled Changbin in again.

The problem was not even that they had not liked it. Both boys just thought that this made their whole relationship even more complicated. They were not close enough to date each other, yet they could not label themselves as friends anymore. On top of that, Felix now knew for sure that Changbin was attracted to him, which meant he would try even harder to get through to him.

"When do you have to be home, love?"
Changbins grandma asked Felix when they sat down on their chairs. Dinner looked delicious.

"I texted my mom and she said around nine."
he smiled and Changbin looked at him from the side. It was around six now and they surely would not take three hours to eat. Which meant they would spend time alone again. Changbin blushed.

"Darling, did you put on some liptint?"
Changbin blushed even more at that question and quickly shook his head.

"I'm just a little hungry I guess. Thanks for the food."

"Yeah, thanks for the food."

Dinner was over rather quickly. It was very good but since they did not talk that much they had finished their plates pretty early. Changbins grandma was not the most talkative person, so her asking Felix questions, resulting in her talking a lot, was something Changbin was not used to.

"I guess you can go upstairs again now. I'll do the dishes."

"Are you sure? I can help you if you want me to."

"No-no! You're my guest after all!"

So, they ended up in Changbins room again. They did not talk. You could have cut the tension with a knife in there.