Fighting Against Lilac Love (FALL)

chapter fifteen- The Kiss

Sean's POV

I was currently at the three stooges party, letting this brunette girl kiss my neck as I survey the growing crowd on the dance floor, major lazor know no better ft Travis Scott and Camila cabello and quavo boomed out.

( I highly recommend yourl listen to this song while reading this chapter ;))

I stiffened a little when the chicks hands went down in the front of my pants. I groaned.

But something or better yet some one caught my attention. A dark head tall curvy girl with a sexy red dress dancing alone, her back faced to me, her hands up and her ass swaying to the beat. I licked my lips as she moved.

Other guys were watching her like a hawk, others trying to dance with her. Either she didn't notice them or she ignored them.

I watched her as she whipped her long dark curly hair...something about her was familiar the more I watched. I pushed the brunette away and headed to the beauty on the dance floor.

I gripped her hips in my hands, her curvy ass gyrating. She froze for a bit... But than carried on dancing, her hands coming up to wrap around my neck. Her hair smelt like strawberries...a scent that hit a realisation I didn't want to make.

She kept up her sensual dancing, my hold tightening when she pushed her ass into me. I had to stop...but she kept it up, her hands now holding mine on her hips as she made me sway with her in a wave. I couldn't stop..fuck

She turned around and I wasnt surprised when my eyes connected to her dark ones. Fuck me...she smirked at me, her gaze unfocused. She was drunk, like head on drunk.

I shouldn't be doing this.

"If it isn't Blaze...enjoying yourself are you?" She asked in a sexy whisper. I bit my lip. Her eyes straying to it as I did it, licking her own.

"What are you doing to me, Bella..." I rasped, watching her eyes study my mouth in rapture.

She slid her gaze up to my eyes, what I saw there rented me speechless. Pain, lust, anger.. And such a deep intense emotion I couldn't name.

She spoke to me than. A few words that had my heart racing.

"The actual question is, Sean...what are you doing to me?"

I frowned down at her...as she looked up at me. Her eyes shining like diamonds and her lips parted as if swallowing the air.

She released a jagged breath, her hands now pulling my head down. I tensed...

Her forehead touched mines our noses touching. I stared into her dark orbs, so full of meaning yet it was hard to understand.. Just like a painter who understands hes work only.

Than I stopped thinking anything because her lips were on mine.

My mind was blank, heart beating a tattoo...so soft mouth, grazing my own at first, teasing, searching, pulling me, drawing me into this sexy fucking woman in my arms.

My control shattered like a fragile glass.

I gripped her hair, threading my fingers through her silken strands, fisting and feasting deeper into her mouth. She gasped at my assault.

It drove me to plunge her mouth with my tongue, hers hesitantly touching mines. I exploded like the fourth of July fireworks. I drank her very essence. Literally sucking her very life from her mouth.

She moaned, her hands fisting my shirt as I tilted my head, abusing her lips with my teeth, gripping and pulling. Sucking it into my mouth..

That is until she pulled back. I opened my eyes to see the tears spilling from her eyes, trailing down her cheeks. I cussed.

"Fuck...I'm so sorry, Bella...what's wrong? Did I do something... I'm sorry...please stop crying," I murmured, wiping her tears. As I said the words more just kept spilling out. A whimper escaping her swollen lips.

I pulled her arm, dragging her upstairs to one of the rooms that didn't have a couple making out or having sex. I shut the door, and pulled her to me. Hugging her as her tears wet my shirt. I didn't fucking care at the moment..

My heart was so heavy as the girl whom I care about...yes I do care for her...cried in my arms. Broken sobs leaving her, her arms limp by her sides as she rested her head on my chest.

I sat us on the bed, with her in my lap, rubbing her back soothingly. I didn't expect that reaction from her...hell I didn't know what the fuck to expect.

And I couldn't get the thought that somehow all of this was my fault...

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Ahhh Sean...stupid asshole Sean. Poor Bella. Poor Sean. Poor Bella and Sean....what will happen next? Any guess? No? Good. Keep reading!

Love,
Ab kitty.