An AR OS Gallery!!! - 2013 -

44. ANYTHING FOR UR LOVE, BUT DESTINY ALWAYS RULE EVERYONE LIFE

I was standing outside the big house looking at it... A day before I got married to a girl who my parents got for me but that night, to my request she left me... She left her new house; she left everything without asking a single word... I know I wasn't in successful any relation I was in so far... How can I be when already someone was in my heart and mind, but it wasn't anyone faults...

Neither my parents who wants to keep me happy, neither the girl I got married... If it was anyone faults, it was mine... But how can I tell them, I haven't seen her face and now, my own family don't want to see my face in this place...

Yes, I was standing outside my house... I remembered the happening in few hrs before, and I decide it was time to do something... Something to make everything back normal...

*2 MONTHS LATER*

A guy in his last 20's was sitting on the bed hiding his face in his hands... His silky black hair was coming down on his board forehead hiding it... While his eyes were closed and he was sitting covering his mouth and nose...

Water line was visible on his cheek and it was getting dry as if he was crying from hrs... He cleans those lines with his hand and opens his blue-grayish eyes which were red due to crying...

It shows how much hurt he was, in how much pain he was, how much he was in need someone who will take care of him, support him and lend him a shoulder so he could cry his heart but it was his bad luck or destination had plan all this before only that today, he was sitting in a apartment without anyone around him...

'I m sorry Mom and Dad... Maine bohot bada galati ki... Lekin main kaise use dhundu mujhe kuch samajh main nehi aa raha... Na aap dono mujhe help karenge na main kissi aur ki madhad le sakte ho... Main jaanta hoon mujhe aise nehi karna chahiyeh...

Main us shaadi koh nehi niba sakta toh main use shaadi ke liyeh haan hi nehi karna chahiyeh...

Lekin main kiya karta Mom... Main kiya karte, mere dil aur dhimag kissi aur koh apna ne ke liyeh tayyar nehi hai...

Na main use bhul sakta hoon na main aap log ke saamne use laa sakta hoon... Kyunki mujhe khud nehi pata woh kaha hai ab aur yeh bhi jaanta hoon woh mujhe acche dost maante hai usse zyada kuch nehi... Phir bhi maine uske saat itna be rehmi se behave kiya woh mujhe us dosti bhi tod ke chali gayi...

Main kiya karun Mom, main kiya karun... Maine socha ek ladki ne aisa kiya toh kiya huva... Main phirse kissi aur ki saat aage badpaenge... Lekin main kitna galat ta Mom... Main bohot galat ta... Kyunki jis din se woh mere life main aaya, jis din se sab kuch badhal gaya...

Aur woh bhi jaate jaate mujhe khud koh aise bana diya ki main kissi aur ke baare main soch bhi nehi sakte...

Mujhe bas uski saat ki jarurat hai Mom... Main uski jhaga kissi aur koh nehi de sakte mom... Nehi de sakte...'

Guy was crying uncontrollably but there weren't anyone to listen to him... He got up from the bed and went near the door... He look outside the window which shows the high buildings with light on and little vehicles which were traveling on the road...

Noises were not much as it was late and few vehicles were out... As if those people who was doing till work was going back to home...

HOME... When the word home came to his mind, he closed his eyes and again fresh tears came down on his cheek... He remember the day he left the house promising himself he wouldn't be back till he didn't get any way to make everything back to normal...

3 months past and still he were standing the same place, he was helpless and but he was trying his best...

He shifted to US joining one of the famous hospitals to continue with his practice... As he got the highest marks in intern days, he knows he was capable of proving he could be something... He can be something that people appreciate his work and good behavior...