Warning: Talks of Suicide and cutting and death. If you aren't conferable with this subject/topic then please don't read this. Plus a lot of the word 'You'
Don't cut yourself, don't harm yourself, you are here for a reason, we all are.
Spoilers from after trial 3.
'Please'
(Y/n) P.O.V
It's been a couple of days since the third trial, you could feel yourself falling more deeper into despair then you Ready were before you came here. You couldn't handle it. All of your friends that made you happy were dying left and right.
You got up an hour after the morning announcements. You were getting tired of this killing game. You didn't want to be here. You quickly but quietly walked out of your room into the dinning and avoided eye contact with everyone you passed and walked straight into the kitchen.
You grabbed the kitchen knife from the knife rack and hid it underneath your cloths and walked out of the dining hall bumping into him.
"Hi (Y/n), where are you going," he questioned.
"Oh, I was just going back to my room," you told him and walked passed him. Before you could slip passed him, he grabbed onto your arm and made you face him.
"What are you planing to do," he asked again.
Kokichi was your best friend, and small crush, here. He made you feel happy here. Since you've been in this killing game and meet him, he hasn't lied to you, but only in the class trials.
"I'm not sure," which was the truth. It was going back and forth in your head.
"Do you want to hang out later, it's never boring here when I'm with you," he said which made you slightly blush.
"Sure," you said as he hugged you and you hugged back but that was a mistake. You felt the knife move but didn't fall out.
"(Y/n), are you hiding something," he questioned you, looking directly at your eyes.
"I'm not hiding anything," you replied.
"Ok, then why did you go into the kitchen," and asked again.
"I was hungry and I woke up late so I just grabbed a snack," you replied as he studied your face.
"Ok," Kokichi said and walked into the dining hall as you speed walked all the way back to your dorm and locked the door.
(Y/n) thought she tricked Kokichi, well you were wrong.
(Kokichi) P.O.V
After speaking to (Y/n), and completely not believing everything she said, he walked into the dining hall and into the kitchen.
(y/n) and Kokichi would always hang out in the kitchen, because of the food. Kokichi looked around the kitchen and saw the missing knife in the knife rack. He realized what you were doing and ran to your room.
Meanwhile that was happening.
(Y/n) P.O.V
You locked the door and went into the bathroom, also locking the door.
Tears were pouring down your face as you rolled up your sleeves, revealing scars from the last time you cut yourself. You sliced the skin on your wrist as blood started to pour onto the bathroom floor. After a couple of cuts, you started to do your other wrist as even more blood poured out onto the floor and hear a fainted voice.
"(Y/n)! Please open the door," the voice yelled out as you heard banging on the door. You stayed silent and continued to cut yourself.
"Please (Y/n) open the door! You have so much to live for! Please," the voiced yelled. You started to hear the voice more clearly.
"I'm sorry Kokichi," you whispered to yourself and continued. You kept hearing banging on the door until you heard it burst open.
"(Y/n) unlock the bathroom door please!"
You stayed silent, crying to yourself and slowly felt weaker.
"I'm going to get someone please don't leave me," Kokichi cried out and heard footsteps running away.
After a couple of minutes went by, you heard a lot more footsteps and even more banging on the door.
"Maki, you have to get the door open, please," you heard Kokichi cried out.
"Please (Y/n), open the door, everyone is here, you can talk to us," you heard Kaito say.
"Then what about everyone that's gone. Angie, Kaede, Rantaro, everyone who's died in this hell hole. What about my parents. I just can't take this anymore!"
"I know they are gone but you still have to keep moving forward," Himiko cried.
"Just open the door, please," Kokichi cried out.
You stayed in silents. You just wanted to get out of this hell called life.
"(Y/n), please stay away from the door," Maki said. You felt yourself getting dizzy and collapsed on the ground. The last thing you saw was the door being knocked down and Kokichi running up to you and putting your head on his lap.
You woke up in the infirmary, laying down on the bed, you arms and legs were covered with bandages. Kokichi was next to you, crying.
"...why...why did you do that," he cried more.
You sat up and started to tear up.
"I just. I. I just cant keep living here while all of my friends are dying. I just want to leave this hell hole. Even once we get out of here, it's still going to feel like hell," you started crying as Kokichi hugged you.
"Don't say that," he said as he wiped your tears.
"If you died, I don't know what I would do. You mean so much to me and if you killed yourself, I wouldn't have forgiven myself. I should have known. Why didn't you tell me how you were feeling," he cried out.
"I...I don't know. I couldn't bring myself to tell you. I didn't want you to worry about someone like me," you replied.
"(Y/n), you aren't trash, you aren't garbage, you're not worthless or a waste of space. You are kind, funny, smart, and beautiful. I love you and you mean so much to me," Kokichi pulled onto the collar of your shirt and pulled you into a kiss and of course you kissed back.
"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I should have told you everything," you cried out as you hugged Kokichi and rested your head on his shoulder.
He hugged back.
"Hey Kokichi, do you want to hang out today," you questioned him as a huge smile came onto his face.
"Of course I will!"
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After Math (aftermath's are suppose to be a little goofy)
[they are spying on you guys]
Maki: "I've never seen him actually cry tears and have feelings. This is weird."
Kaito: "It is."
Shuichi: "Very."
Himiko: "Shh, we gotta be quiet so we know what's going on."
Gonta: "Ok, Gonta will be quiet."
Miu: "When are they going to smash!?" (XD)
Gonta: "Smash?"
Everyone besides Miu, (Y/n) and Kokichi: "Don't you dare tell him."
(Y/n) and Kokichi: "We can hear you all you know!" You both blushed dark red.
Miu: "seriously, when!"
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Tears were shed in the making of this.
Please don't cut yourself or harm yourself. You are best for a reason.
Up next- Yandere Nagito X Fem. Reader
