Tony's panic attacks

Protective Tony

four weeks after the baby was born, Tony was up and walking around. the surprise never stopped when one of the team mates saw Tony with Spike strapped to his chest in a tula baby carrier, while he was walking around or working in the lab. like right now, he'd just stepped out of the elevator, looking like he hadn't slept in days, with Spike strapped to his chest, sleeping.

"he's not an accessory Tony. you don't have to wear him." Steve said. Tony looked over at him, sipping his cup of coffee. he sat the cup down and pulled Spike out laying him down on the couch. immediately Spike started crying. Tony picked him back up and put him back in the tula and he stopped.

"I don't do it cause it's fun." Tony replied, picking his cup back up. "kids fucking heavy." Tony muttered.

"where's Bruce?" Natasha ask.

"sleeping. so I'll be in my lab with the kid." Tony said heading back up. it had only been four weeks, but Spike slept through the night and he was a quiet baby.

"hey Tony, wait, leave him down here for a little bit. he'll be fine. I'll watch him." Phil offered. Tony raised an eyebrow and shrugged, pulling Spike back out. he handed him over to Phil.

"here take him. as you see there's plenty of baby shit laying around. I'll be back for him in a few hours. he's like Bruce, he gets cold, wrap him in a blanket." Tony said getting in the elevator. Spike curled up in Phils arms, opening his eye's.

"his eye's are brown, with green around the edges. I've never actually seen them before." Steve said leaning over Phil.

"hey I want the baby. it's nice to hold another baby until I get to hold mine." Natasha said.

"he's getting laid down in this thing over here. he needs to not be held all the time." Phil said, laying Spike down. he was quiet.

"he cried when Tony did it." Clint said.

"I have a theory." Bruce muttered stretching as he came out about five minutes later.

"hmm?" Phil ask looking over.

"Tony wears him around because if he holds him then puts him down he cries. he is a momma's boy." Bruce smirked. "and he likes the sound the arc makes." Bruce added.

"it makes a sound?" Phil ask. Bruce nodded.

"it's a soft like purring sound almost. he probably likes the light too." Bruce added, playing with his sons hair. "that and Tony just likes to hold him. he has attachment issues." Bruce added.

"is he afraid Spikes just going to leave?" Clint teased.

"no thats abandonment issues." Bruce replied.

"wasn't Tony raised by his nanny or something?" Natasha ask. Bruce nodded.

"yup." Bruce replied.

"see now thats probably the real reason. he never really got the love and attention from his parents that he should have." Phil shrugged. Bruce shrugged.

"hey where is Tony? he disappeared with the baby while I was in the shower." Bruce said.

"he said you were sleeping and he was going to go work in the lab." Steve shrugged. Bruce rolled his eye's and headed up to the lab.

"Tony why did you tell everyone I was asleep?" Bruce ask. Tony shrugged. "are you seriously running on a treadmill?" Bruce ask.

"yeah. I am." Tony replied.

"you just had a kid four weeks ago." Bruce said.

"yeah and?" Tony ask. "I've been the same size since high school and I'll get back to it. I haven't worn any of my actual t-shirts since I was four months pregnant. I want my body back." Tony glared. Bruce shrugged.