You said that it was not easy
I felt down
You said that nothing's to worry
I could count
Now you're not here by my side
I break down
Now I'm finding place to hide
I hear a sound
Sounds like you in an arguement
With mom
I hear you smash everythings up
And shout
I try to cover both of my ears
And laugh
Not cause I am so happy
But try
To forget what I heard
Its too loud
To forget what I saw
Its too rough
To hold on my tears
Its too hard
How can I deal with life right now
The moment when you held me when I fell
When you hugged me when I cried
When I played aircraft you're by my side
And now you're one step to leave me
How could you?
You said you wont leave me
I believe
You said you never let me go
I fear
Now you're the one who leave me
I'm sick
Now I'm on my own
I'm ready to
Be a good leader
as you did
Find the money and finance
family
But I cant contain more
Cause I'm just a boy
Now I hope that you will come back
I try
To forget what I thought
Its too mess
To forget what I laughed
Its too dark
To hold on my strength
Its too less
How can I deal with life right now
Live forever with the three I love
Now I'm a successful person
But you never come back to see us
Dont even care about us for years
Now I'm gone
Not anymore at home
I'm too far not alone
I'm just doing my job
She was trying so firm
To look for another like you
But never never
She never make it through
I tried enough to make you come
You promised us you will be back
But you're not here we're numb
We're dying for the love of dad
The moment when you held me when I fell
When you hugged me when I cried
When I played aircraft you're by my side
And now you're one step to leave me
How could you?
