Are you different?

Bad boy makes everything harder

I step inside of a house which supposed to be my ''home'', but it didn't feel like home at all. I went to my room, where I spend most of the time, it is just a perfect opportunity to ignore my dad and his new wife. I really don't want to play family, who talks how their day went and what did they do. I know that they don't care what I did, so there isn't point to talk about my day with them.

In my room, I took all my clothes off and headed to the bathroom to take a shower. I really like taking showers, because there I can think and be alone.
After a shower, I put on my comfy clothes and started to dry up my hair.
'' All!'' my dad shouted from downstairs so I knew that dinner was ready. I took my food and walked back to my room so I could study and ignore dad and Melani.

When I finished studying, I brushed my teeth and went to bed. You made it, you survived the first day. But I knew that it was going to get worse.

6.55... aghh. I am not a morning person. Morning means that I have to get up, get ready, see people, talk to them and go to school. If my mom were still alive, then maybe I would like mornings, cause I loved to talk with her and she saw something positive in everything. But she isn't here anymore, so I hate mornings...

I parked the car, took my bag and started walking to school. I noticed that almost everybody was staring at me, but I had no clue why. And you know what, I don't give a shit.
Right when I was opening a class door and ready to walk in, someone put their hand over my shoulders.
I looked up and saw James, smiling at me.

''Good morning All. So as I can see, we are together in this class, so I was thinking, maybe you would like to sit with me?'' He looked me with a smirk on his face.

'' Amm, yeah, whatever.'' Wtf All, you don't want to communicate with people anymore, why did you do that??

'' Great, so I was thinking maybe we should sit in the last row, so we can talk too.''

''We can sit together, but we won't be talking.'' I snapped at him and walked to my new seat. He sat next to me, but he wasn't smiling anymore and I almost felt sorry for him.

After 30 minutes he started talking with me again.

'' So All,'' he started, '' why are you so mean like I haven't done anything wrong, I even haven't had a chance to introduce myself properly,'' he whispers.

I sigh. ''Why do you even care if I am mean or not like you don't have to talk to me. I already heard that you are basically fuckboy around here, so why don't you go and find some girl you can hook up with and then talk with her?'' I snapped. Again.

'' Where did you hear that? C'mon, you even don't know me but are already judging. And what if I want to get to know you and hang out with you?'' he smiled. Wow, he is cute, but I know how people like him behave, so no, I can't hang out with him.

'' It really doesn't matter where I heard it, but here is the deal. I know guys like you. You flirt, you play, you have sex and then you dump. There isn't such thing as '' hanging out '' with some girl, guys like you always want something else, so basically I am avoiding it already. I don't want to be bullied or laughed at, because some ''bad boy'' used me, just for fun. For your own good too, I suggest you stay clear of me, so you don't have the weird looks from people like ''Euw, what is he doing with her, she is the weird girl.'' Understand what I am saying?''