Are you different?

Wait, what?

As the morning sun started to peek through my curtains, I opened my eyes and knew that I have to get out of the house. All the last night things made my head spin and there were only two things that could make me not to think about anything else- books and photography. The weather seemed nice so I decided to go out and take some pictures. 

After 15 minutes I was ready. I put on jeans, t-shirt, leather jacket and beanie. I rushed out of my room, taking a camera with me. In the kitchen I decided that I will eat when I get back at home, I really wanted to catch good pictures with this weather. 

Me, my camera, music and good weather- there is almost nothing as good as this. It is just like another world to me, where I can escape from all my problems. I was walking around the neighbourhood and taking pictures when my phone started to ring. I took a look at it sawing that Kelly was calling. Again. It was already third time today. She really didn't get the point that I didn't want to talk with her? I know that I was acting childishly but I know that she wanted to talk about last night and I knew that I didn't want to talk about that. 

One moment you are dancing like your life depends on that and sharing that chemistry with someone and next moment that person's friends are laughing at you and you even don't know why. I think it is fair that I don't want to talk about it or that I don't want to talk with James.

Kelly tried again about five times when I finally decided to pick up so I could get over with it and then go back to taking pictures and enjoying the weather.

''Finally, I was so worried about you. Why didn't you pick up?'' she insisted.

''I didn't hear it. I'm sorry. What do you want?'' I tried to sound sorry. I really tried.

'' I don't buy that, but whatever, at least you are okay. I was calling because of the last night...'' I interrupted before she could start to talk about yesterday. 

''I told you, I don't want to talk about it. This was just some stupid night and lame party, where I even didn't want to go, so can we please stop talking about it?'' I asked.

''Actually, I think we can't. When we left, Will did something stupid... Well at this moment this didn't seem stupid, I guess.'' Her voice rose like she was afraid how I was going to respond.

''Oh my god, just tell me. How bad it can be?'' I started to get anxious.

''Will gave your number to James.'' she talked so fast that I didn't understand anything she said.

''What?'' she gasps.

''Will gave your number to James, but he was drunk and he didn't understand what was happening and he is so so sorry. '' REALLY WILL? WHAT THE FUCK.

''So basically you all told me to stay the fuck away from him because he is playing with girls and is some kind of a bad boy and now Will decided that he needs my phone number, huh? Well, that is going to be interesting, thank Will for me.'' I stopped the call even not wanting to hear what she was going to say.