Are you different?

Bet

I walk out of the bathroom when suddenly Amanda pulls me into the empty corridor. 

''Wow, slow down tiger, what's wrong?'' I ask.

''You slept with James?'' She looks at me with a really concerned look.

''How do you know that?'' I roll my eyes. 

''You haven't heard? Oh my god that is so bad. Allison, sleeping with you was a part of some stupid bet he made with his friends, so basically he used you and...'' Before she can continue I turn around and walk away. That is enough, I don't want to hear more.

As I walk in the hall all eyes are on me, but I feel nothing, absolutely nothing. I stare in front of myself with no emotions. ''So this is how you will be when someone has used you''. Fuck! I knew that this was a bad decision and look where it got me. 

Of course, my next lesson has to be biology, lucky me. I walk to my desk and sit down, not even looking at James. After opening my book I hear as James moves his chair and is now looking at me, unfortunately, he opens his mouth right after that as well.  

''Good morning All.'' He sounds very energetic and happy. 

I don't turn to look at him and also don't say anything. Besides everything, I really don't have anything to say to him. Yeah, he helped me, I have a black eye because I protected him, we slept together and had sex and now, as I have told, he just used me, so no, I don't have shit to say to him.  

Asshole opens his mouth again, ''Hey what's wrong?'' at the same time touching my hand.

I pull my hand away and try to listen to the teacher. 

For some time he doesn't say another word, but I can feel how he is looking at me. He starts to hit his desk with his finger, knowing very well that it drives me crazy, but today it doesn't bother me.

Emotions are all gone, long gone. I thought that I was in the early stages getting feelings for James, but right now it seems that I already had feelings, but he broke my heart and I am just some random one-night stand for him, whose heart he planned to break anyways.

Right when the bell rings I walk out of the class as fast as I can, but I feel someones hand over my shoulders. I push that away and start to run to the cafeteria and don't stop until I am beside of my and my friend's table. I sit down and feel as all eyes on me. I look up only to see that I was right. Amanda, Kelly, Jason and Will are all looking at me. 

''What?'' I shout at them.

They all mumble something and look right behind me looking a little scared. I turn around and there he is, with all of his ''bad boys gang''. I turn back to look at my friends when I hear so familiar sound. 

''I guess we have to talk about this Allison,'' James says with a little shaky voice. 

''There isn't anything to talk about.''

Liam starts to talk, ''I guess you heard about that bet, huh?'' I don't answer to that, not worth my time. 

''I take that as yes, but I think you should listen what James has to say.'' 

''Why?'' I snap at him.