A girl who is homeschooled with a horrid life makes an online friend but then gets bored when she sees her friend doing stuff with her life she tries to do the same but they start drifting apart. Are her new friends worth losing the only one to ever...
It's 2 am. What am I doing up video chatting this idiot. I couldn't stop smiling ither. What is wrong with me?
"shhh " I laugh "dorkinstine I'm the total opposite of hot"
" and I'm pregnant. " he smirked.
I couldn't stop laughing.
"What?" I questioned taking a sip of my water.
"I thought we where saying things that where impossible. "
I spit up my water. Laughing so hard.
"is that one googled?" I ask out of breath. I probably have abs because I laugh too much.
"nah, it's true"
"yeah, whatever" I roll my eyes"so what's up with the sad eyes trying to be hidden by that smirk" he was my best friend. I know when he is not okay.
"it's nothing" he shrugs. "wanna hang out tomorrow at my house"
"I'd do anything to get out of mine. " I continue noticing he dodged my question. "now Casanova, what's wrong. "
"My grandma died. " he looked downward only exposing his forehead on the screen.
"I'm not gonna say it's okay, it obviously not. But it will be tomorrow I'll come over, we will have fun and get your mind of things"
"thanks Terra, but don't you got something to tell me too. "
"No?" I question.
"think long and hard. Something you need to get help for. "
My smile broke. He doesn't know does he? I quickly glance at my arm hoping he didn't see the cuts.
"sorry Matt my parents woke up... I uh gotta go ttyl" I end the call.
I will hide these using foundation. No one will know. He might be talking about something else.
My phone goes off I don't check it I go to the bathroom cleaning my cuts and brushing my hair & teeth. I use the bathroom as well.
I slowly walk back to my bedroom. Plugging in my headphones. I put on random songs by three days grace. I finally check my message collapsing on my bed. Tired.
Matt: It's okay, I have screenshots. Don't hide them. It's okay I understand. We are bestfriends you can trust me with this. Sorry for making you uncomfortable it just bugged me to see you try to make me happy when you are struggling and you didn't tell me. Anyways, Goodnight cupcake.
Me: thanks. It's okay. We will talk tomorrow. Night Rasin.
I drift off to sleep. *** I get ready debating on hiding my monsters.
I decided to hide them. I know matt asked me not too but I'm wearing a short sleeve shirt today. Galaxy themed.
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See! With my long brown hair tied back into a pony tail. Leaving a few small strands framing my face.
A few hours later Matt met me in the courtyard. Matt was going on about how he hates when people take his kills on bo3 (Black ops three)
I couldn't help but laugh. My phone vibrated in my pocket I pulled it out. Answering it and mouthing a sorry to Matt. He didn't care. He just leaned against the tree. His beautiful eyes sparkling with curiosity.
"hello" I say
"hey it's been a few days, is everything okay?"
"I- you having fun?" My retort full of anger and sadness
"not really, I miss our friendship. "
What? I can't even. After what she said? Matt notices who it is when I look down at my feet.
"honestly same, but what you did was really messed up"
"I'm sorry, LIKE I SAID I WAS JUST JOKING " Lexi yelled.
I hate fighting with her. She is my bestie. Maybe I should forgive her. But what she said just keeps repeating in my head. Tears sting my eyes threatening to come out.
Matt takes my phone out of my hand. "Sorry Lexi, but she does have stuff to do and people to talk to. Goodbye. " he hangs up my phone and hands it back.
"kill that Zomber " Lexi shouts.
The zombie slowly walks towards her as her little character runs around out of ammo.
"what if the zombie has a family or friends"
"his family and friends they aren't functional" she laughs "HEY Terra maybe that zombie is you, broken and useless" she laughs.
I turn off my xbox and sit against my wall. Throwing my headset onto my bed. I pull my knees into my chest crossing my arms and resting my head on top. My phone starts to go crazy so I turn it off. Why would she say that? She knows how much my family bugs me.
The next day at school. I ignore everyone. The day after that me and matt made our deal.
I shake my head of the flash back and continue to walk next to Matt.
"see you later beautiful" he winks
"Later loser. "
We part ways. Tammy runs up to me.
"TERRA your actually here?" she almost questions.
"y-yeah why wouldn't I be?" I reply stopping to face her.
"have you not seen online? Check your status. Gtg gurl remember I'm here for you" she walks back to her locker grabbing her stuff.
I just continued walking to my class I finally got there 3 minutes left to spare I decide to take out my phone and look on my twitter status. I can't even.
Kayla Kean : LOOK it's bus girl. I didn't even know she could afford a phone. But here is this.
It was a picture of my house. It was trashed. As usual. But now every one saw. That's when I saw another picture by her this time of my dad drunk, and my mom asleep. This is cruel.
Kayla kean: looks like bus girls parents are bums too.
I can't do this. What am I going to do? I look around and everyone is staring at laughing. The teacher gets a call.
"mrs Stienfeild the counselor would like to see you in her office. "
