Broken (Loki love Story)

Thor's Banishment

"What happened?" I said firmly, I was getting annoyed because no one would tell me what exactly happened to Thor. I look at each and everyone of them with my normal straight face. My gaze landed on Loki, he turned towards me and opened his mouth."Thor brought about a war with the Frost Giants."
"How?"
"He went to Jotunheim and he killed several Frost Giants for sport." I grunt at Thor's stupidity.
"We must do something to bring Thor back to Asgard." Sif said.
"Why?" I ask looking at her like it was the most stupid comment I've heard of it in my entire life. "It sounds as though he deserved it."
"That's what I have been saying." said Loki looking slightly annoyed.
"Loki you know why Thor must return, perhaps you could speak to the Allfather--"
"You don't think i care about Thor's well being." he snaps at Fandral, "I love him more dearly than all of you, but we all know what he is. He's arrogant, selfish and has on self control. You say how he was today." He says a little more loudly," Is that what Asgard needs from it's King." he then walks outside on the porch. "He may speak for the well being of Asgard, but he has always been jealous of Thor." said Sif.
"Laufey said there are traitor's in the house of Odin." Hogan says staring at the hearth,"The master of magic could get three Frost Giants into Asgard undetected."
"Loki has always been one for mischief but your talking about something else entirely." Fandral scolded.
        I walked out of the sitting room to see Loki on the porch with his head hanging to his chest. I walk out on the porch slowly and quietly close the door with out him noticing. I walk over to his right and just stand in silence. If he wanted to tell me something he would, I listen to him sigh and see him lift his head up from his chest out of the corner of my eye. "I prefer Asgard to this horrid place." he says, disgust clear in his tone. "It's not so bad." I say quietly." Come." he looks at me confused. I walk off the porch and he follows me, we walk through the woods and jump over fallen logs and duck under the dead limbs of the trees. We finally make it to my meadow, he looks at the place with amazement."Your right," he finally says,"It's not so bad." I smile slightly, then I walk to the middle of the meadow. And lay down like I have countless other times. I then see Loki come and lay down beside me, I can feel the knuckles of his cold hands touch my hand. I shiver slightly at the touch, I keep my eyes up in the sky. I feel his eye's on me, I know he's staring at me waiting for me to turn to him. I feel the coolness of his hands as his large thin hands entwine with my small frail ones. This make's me look at him, the first thing I see are his eyes, his beautiful icy blue eyes looking right at me. There is something  else on his face, that only I could see, guilt and some regret. "You brought the Frost Giants in to Asgard didn't you?" I say interrupting the peaceful silence between us. He only nods and looks away from me, I then change positions from lying on my back to my side facing him. I grab his chin with my left hand making him look at me. "I'm angry with you I'm not disappointed in you." he then looks at me confused before I crash my lips in to his. He grabs my face with one hand and slides the other around my waist, I then slide over so I'm lying on top of him holding both side of his face. He wraps both of his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him and letting the kiss become more passionate. He then shoves his tongue in my mouth and I let him roam around in it. He then stops, I open my eyes and see his eyes smiling up at me. "You," he says breathless, "are a peculiar woman James Gates."
"Your not exactly simple, your self Loki Odinson." I say just as breathless  as he is.
         We stay in the meadow for hours, we talk and occasionally steal a kiss. He also so made me laugh, as in an actual laugh, which I haven't done since my Mother's death." Loki," I say, he looks at me with a grin on his face."What is darling?"
"There's something I need to tell you, before I chicken out."  I say making his grin fade and change to a confused expression.
        I take a deep breathe, "I--" the words get caught in my throat. I try again,"I--"
"I love you too." he says for me.  Then kisses me like he'll never see me again.

        I never knew this was what it was like to be loved, unconditionally.