Beam's POV
"Chai chaiii"
"Awww Bea-"
He's suddenly stopped saying anything and frowning while looking behind me.
What is it??
Why is he frowning like that again???
I turned my head around and saw that bitch together with that Pop guy.
What?!
That's the reason he's frowning and glaring?!
Is that bitch always the reason for his weird actions???
He's not in period but he's angry at her or maybe jealous of him?!
I'm so done with this fucking conversation, so i stand up from my chair and leave him behind.
"Huh Beam, Ai'Beam???"
Keep walking Beam, don't turn around!
"Beam???!"
I heard him keep calling my name but I don't care. I put all my books into my bag and got my car key. I text Kit that I'll be home first, I don't really care anymore.
Then I texted mom to call school and said that I'm going home first because I felt sick or whatever.
Yeah my head, especially my heart hurts like hell.
Why did I let my walls crumble that easily???
Should I throw away this heart so I won't feel any pain???
What should i do for this pain to go away and never come back again?!
Shia!
I hate this!
I know he hasn't told me anything but his eyes and expression show it all.
Actions speak louder than words!
I arrived at my home, struggling to open the door because my visions are blurry. I will not let these tears come out so I run to my room, locked it, and sleep. I feel my tears running down from my eyes but it's because I close my eyes, I'm not crying...
I'm not going to cry!!!
(sobs)
Well well you're broken again, heart? asked my brain but my heart said "NO" because i'm stupid for not hearing his explanations.
B-but I don't want to hear anything and I don't want to know!
My phone keeps buzzing non-stop beside me so I turned it off.
I'm so tired of this (sighs)
Slowly I drifted away to a dream less sleep. I woke up from my sleep when I heard loud knockings, more like banging on my door.
(yawns)
My poor little door.
I opened my door and there stood Kit, Pha, and Yo looking at me from my head till my toe.
"Thum mai?"
"Why did you go home first? Also you turned off your phone, again?" asked Kit.
"I already said I'm not feeling well."
"Liar" grumbles Kit
WTF?
"I'm not lying okay, I do feel sick"
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philophobia (under revision)
Fanfic(n) fear of being in or falling in love Beam Baramee is a nerd and a loner. He never feel loved beside from his parents and best friends. He lives a boring life until he fell in love but got his heart broken. After so many broken hearts he decided...
