sleepless nights thoughts

people observing

Now, back to the very beginning, I said I like to observe human nature, I've been doing it since I was young, it's fun to watch how people interact with each other, see their reactions to things, etc. Like when I was in school, I loved to sit in the back of the class and tecord what people were doing. That was when i didn't have a book to read that is. Due to that I got to see lots of things. Of course I would make up my own stories about what they were doing, no reason to write down the boring truths right.

There was this one time when there was a loud crash and the whole school vibrated,at least the floor we were on did. So me being me I wrote a story about it, if I remember right it had to do with one of the teachers we had, who was a large man, and him falling, oh and I turned him into a hippo I believe. But what I am saying is that the story got passed around and was really populaf. Crazy, right?

Then another time I had to wrote something for my English class, and I took that inspiration from one of my friends. Well I actually wrote a poem about her being raped, but believe it or not that poem helped her to talk about it herself and she was able to get help. It also made my whole class cry and think it was about me, that was okay, but I felt something when I saw thise people cry, I made them feel that same pain she had felt, wow, how was that even possible? That was what I felt. It was ....exhilarating. 

So yeaterday I took up observing my neighbors and their party. Now there were a lot of kids there so I am sure it was a childs party, but in one of the vehicles parked there there was a "vote for" so and so sign, so of course, me being me, automatically assumed it was a political party. The funniest part was I forgot how to say political so it came out more like poli-tickle. So Toria and i laughed for like five minutes over that. Then, wait I have to record the comversation i just had with Toria...

She is talking about starting a band with some people, and the guy said they needed to get money and she said she had a few dollars, to which he replied that they wou'd need a few thousand. To which my daughter responded, we can punch a few hobo's...why?..... And I replied "what is punching hobo's....in the face got to do with money" then she was like who said anything about the face. "i guess i kust pictured you punching them in the face, where else are you going to punch them?" I was just going to hit whatever was closest. "i thought you were trying to take them down or something, why else would you punch them" If I wanted to take them down I would punch them in the balls. "You're going to punch a hobo in the balls?" If i want to take them down. "why do you want to take them down?"  oh and she needs a thousand dollars, still have no idea what that has to do with hobos and hitting them!

Now back to my poli-tickle party across the street. I observed the adults standing under the carport while the kids were first playing a water balloon toss game. That game proceeded to end so they moved, which unfortunately put the parked cars in my line of vision, so I had to move to a different vantage point....my living room window. Now about this time I think one of the women observed me watching them, so I took measurements to mot be seen but still be able to see. First, the dogs needed to go outside, this aloud me ro be able to observe closer without being obvious. Then went back inside to my post and got the scope Toria has so i could stick it through the curtain and they wouldnt see me! I mean how smart was that? That was when I started to realize the games were rigged in the neighbors kids favor. Seriously, during the watermelon eating contest both his daughters happened to win? Hmmmm, what's up with that?  Also observed that two of the girls over there really should have made better choices about their swimsuits, but that is their choice and if they feel comfident in something twoo sizes too small more power to them. Sorry, ranted a little there huh?  Then I decided to go kill people so I left my people observing for the day.