Fluffy Musical Oneshots

Tree bros - falling

Request by Lex_the_best03 (it will get there in part 2, i promise!)
Warnings: suicide attempt, self hate/doubt
Pretty angsty but it will get better in part 2
Evan's POV
One foot after the other
One branch then to another
I climb higher and higher
I climb till the entire sun shines on my face-
"Evan?"
Oh no.
nonononono
Nobody was supposed to be here.
This was not what was supposed to happen.
Maybe he'll forget he saw me. Maybe-

"Evan, I know you're up there.  Please. Please come down."

I was quiet for a moment.
"I...I think you should go home Connor."

"Evan...I know what it's like. Trust me, I've been there...hell, I'm still there. Just please come down."

I let out a quiet sob, tears clouding my vision.
"Why are you still here, Connor?" I managed to choke out.

"Because I care about you, Evan! Believe it or not, a lot of people do. You're the only reason I'm alive! Why can't you see that?" He yelled, crying too.

I began to climb down.

Before I could even reach the bottom, Connor had me wrapped up in his arms.

I felt him shake as my shoulder was slowly dampened by his tears.
Wait
Connor was...crying?

Connor Murphy - the Connor Murphy was crying over me?

I frowned. He was talking but I couldn't hear anything he said. Everything was slow for a while.  Quiet. Almost peaceful, considering what had nearly happened moments before.  Until Connor pulled away.

He looked almost...broken. As if me dying actually meant something to him.

Who was I kidding.

I deserved to be forgotten. I deserved to disappear. I deserved-

"Evan?"

I bit my lip, anticipating what he was about to say. He probably hated me. I would hate me. Correction: I do hate me.

As I sat there in suspense, tears began to form in Connor's eyes again. He cupped my face in his hands. Luckily, I was too emotionally drained to blush.

He ran his hands through my hair before gently wiping my tears away.

"Please..." he started "don't ever try to leave me again."

By this point, we were both sobbing onto each others shoulders. And for a moment, it was just us, and only us.

Just two broken boys in a field.

And that was okay.

Okay, okay, okay this is not what I had planned. Part 2 should be out soon! That will be the date I promise. Stay safe lovelies! <3