Warning: Connor is abusive in this fiction. I am in no way trying to romanticize abuse. If you are currently in an abusive situation, please talk to someone and stay safe lovelies <3
Angsty start, fluffy end.
Evan's pov
January
"Happy birthday dear Evan,
Happy birthday to you!"Everyone cheered as I blew out the candles, but there was one thing missing.
Connor.
You should have been there
You should have been there
You should have been there
—————————————"You said you'd be here!" I screamed.
"I said I would try to be here Evan! I'm sorry I didn't make it. I don't know what you expect of me!"
I expected you to be here for me
I expected you to care
I expected you to want meYou should have been here
And I would have been so happy.
——————————————-February
"I just don't know what happened, Jared! It's like one minute he cares about me and the next he's off with some other guy."I sighed flopping onto my bed next to Jared.
And for a moment it's just him and me.
No more Connor.
No more pain.
No more tears.
No more apologies.
——————————"I swear to god Evan, I make one mistake and all of the sudden you're laying alone in a bed with Jared Klienman! I would never have been your boyfriend if I would have known you were a whore."
A whore?
I guess that's all I ever was to him.
I guess that's all I'll ever be.
When do the words stop stinging?
———————————————-March
I'm numb.
His words don't hurt anymore.
But still there is a hole.
Falling falling falling.
——————————April
Cold.
That's what Connor is.
Cold.
——————————-May
When did Jared get so warm?
It's the end of may
And Connor is still cold.
Wake up, Evan
Jared isn't yours.
—————-June
Everything hurts.. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Before I knew what I was doing, I was knocking at Jared's door.
"Oh my god, Evan what's wrong?" He frantically said before picking me up and carrying me inside.
"Connor...Connor is wrong."
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
After Jared finished cleaning me up and icing my bruises, he sat me down on the couch.
"Evan. You need to leave him."
"What?" I stuttered out between sniffles.
"You don't deserve this and he doesn't deserve you. Either you can end things with him or I'm going to have to call the cops."
I slowly nodded.
No more pain.
No more hurting.
No more Connor.And that was the moment I knew.
-epilogue-
"Happy birthday dear Evan,
Happy birthday to you!"Everyone cheered as I blew out the candles.
"Dad! Dad! Can I help cut the cake?" Claire asked giddily.
I laughed.
"Of course sweetie."Jared looked up at me with a grin before leaning in and pecking me on the lips.
"Ewwww!" Our youngest daughter Sophie yelled.
My husband gave her a playful glare and she fell on the floor giggling. He always had that affect.
I looked around at all of the people I loved, unable to keep a smile off my face.
"Happy birthday babe."
This is really short
And really bad
I'm sorry
Also I'm trying out a different writing style that's almost kinda like poetry? I don't know if you noticed but that's what I was going for.
Anyways, stay safe lovelies <3
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