The Sound Of Heartbreak (A Sotus The Series Fanfiction)

Track 9: Take her to the Moon for Me

Arthit's

It's been two weeks since i've been to Kongpob's flatlet, and it's been two weeks since he mumbled in his dreams that he like me, no.. that he love me. And i've been avoiding him for two whole weeks already. Every time we cross paths, immediately i would go out of the place just to not stay longer in one place with him. I don't talk to him, i don't look at him and I was trying my best not to think of him. All i want to do was to lessen and finally remove the feelings he got for me if he really have. 'Coz it's wrong. Thanks to Namtarn, she always took my time going out with her often after class hours. We've gone out maybe thrice a week or four. We talked about our lives and how we've grown and changed a lot physically, mentally and emotionally from who we are way back then. The moments i had with Namtarn feels like how it felt the moments i had with her when we were still in middle school. The feeling i became oblivious about is being recognized, slowly. I miss how things were with Namtarn before. I miss how my heart wants to tear out of my chest whenever Namtarn's near. I guess, i missed her a lot.

"Hey! Ai'Arthit!"

"H-huh?"

"You're day dreaming again." Ai'Bright frowned pointing on me. I shove his hand and frowned back at him. He acted like he's hurt rubbing his hand.

"What were you thinking anyway Ai'Arthit? Don't tell me that's Namtarn again?" Ai'Toot cuts in the mockery.

I pulled out a smile didn't notice I actually did which made Ai'Toot roll his eyes on me.

"I really don't like that girl. Something's off with her. I hate her. I will vote for 0062 instead." A'Toot expressed which made the group looked at him and me especially.

"That's easy for you to say because your gay!" Ai'Bright preached at Ai'Toot.

"Oy! That's enough already." Ai'Knot stopped them chuckling. "Oh right Arthit, speaking of Namtarn, where were you that time why can't you pick her up?" Ai'Knot continued.

"Ohh.." F*ck! I didn't expect Ai'Knot would ever ask me about that i thought he forgot about it already. "Oh, I got stomach ache." Holy sh*t! Hope They'd believe me.

"Ohoy.. you sure Ai'Arthit?" This time, it's Prem who is intimidating me and I'm intimidated.

"Y-yes.. really." I insisted.

They glared at me which makes me so very uncomfortable. Ai'Bright stomp my feet under the table we're at the cafeteria. I flinched and made a face which caused them to laugh so hard.

"Ai'Oon!"

I twitched hearing the voice. I turned my head to see the source of the voice and saw the very person i am wanting to see everyday.

"Namtarn!" I called back.

The group were muted not taking their eyes off Namtarn. I heared Ai'Toot muttered something and Ai'Prem knocked his head off.

"I wanna invite you to have dinner later, it's Ai'Friend's birthday." She said looking at me as she got herself near our table. "You guys can come to." This time, she looked at the persons behind me. The guys just nod smiling well except Ai'Toot.

"Sure Nam!" I assured her while rubbing my thighs under the table.

"Alright, meet us in the restaurant. Bye." She said tapping my shoulder and went off.

My eyes were left pasted to where she were standing a while ago which was taken by someone in his small version, walking senselessly.

"kong.." I muttered.

"What was it Ai'Arthit?" P'Knot who was infront of me asked. Thankfully the others were busy mocking each other.

"Oh! Nothing Ai'Knot." I said and smiled to assure him.