The Sound Of Heartbreak (A Sotus The Series Fanfiction)

Track 20: If They Only Knew - Alfie Arcuri

Third Person's POV

After what had just happened everyone inside the university seemed to notice the change of ambience whenever Arthit is around, same thing goes whenever Kongpob is around. It is actually quiet ironic to say that after the confession of Arthit, that there's really nothing going on between him and Kongpob, that there might really something going on between them. Apart from it's obvious from Kongpob's reaction after hearing Arthit's words, Arthit's reaction upon seeing Kongpob reacting to what he had just said also says a lot.

Heavy aroma of hatred envelopes the surroundings whenever the two are in the same place. It seems like it could suffocate one who's weak because of love. Love is indeed an incredible thing; it's so pwerful that it could turn itself into hatred.

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A young man walks down the path way. You could see how everything he passes through became how he is. Sad, unhappy and though he's still alive, he's barely breathing. You could obviously see the burden he carries on his wide thin shoulders. You could also see how broken his heart is and how shattered he is.

He's on his way to his dormitory when a loud noise of laughters got his attention. It was familiar, the voice he used to know and the laughter he longed to hear. Why haven't he heard that laughter before? Why haven't he heard the happiness filled in that laughter? Is he really just nothing to him? Is he really just a nobody whose only too desperate to be with him?

He only got himself back when a lady he was wishing not to meet not too soon after what had just happened, came, brought him back to reality with a simple sarcastic smile. It was visibly weak but, he thought it wrong; it was too weak that it could intimidate him and would only make him run away from all of these.

"Look who's here.." she began. "What's up Nong Kongpob?"

"Sawatdee krub P'Nam." Kongpob politely greet.

The young man's sudden response made Namtarn uncomfortable. The act made her thought if this was just an act or he's trying to deceive her. Well, the usual reaction of an antagonist if the protagonist shows-off the good side; she started it with a smirk and said,

"Don't act as if you're the main actor in this story, yes it could be you but that doesn't change the fact that I'Aoon chose me over you." She spilled out. PROUDLY.

Little did Nam know that it was Kongpob who ended the thing between him and Arthit. So, basically she wasn't chosen, she was an option, or so.

"Look Nong, i know how you felt about my I'Aoon, but we're having a good time now. So fuck off and get yourself out of his life and on our way. Just look at you, you cannot give him the life a man longed to have for. You can't even bear a child so how are you going to make him feel the satisfaction and the goodness of life? You're just a mere homosexual and you're love for him won't do you any good, both of you. I've known him before you, I know everything about him and i've seen everything, enough to deserve him." She spoke out; well it doesn't end there. " Just look at how happy he is. I know you know he was never that happy when he's with you and he'll never be." She continued.

" Are you done? Now, excuse me." The words the young man can only muster.

He left her hanging without hesitations. And with just a couple of steps after, he stopped and looked back and said, "You should realize that you might have not chosen, you might be just a fallback. Have a good one." Then, he continued to step forward trying to leave all behind even the marks of pain. Most especially.

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Days have passed and everything seemed to have went back to normal. Well, that's what they thought. Crowd began to gather in a spot where you could hear hurtful words thrown back and forth. It seemed like the feud is not going to end that easy based on how they argue.

"Maprang that's enough." Prae tried to stop and take her friend out of the commotion.

"No Prae, i won't let this piece of sh*t make fun of Ai'Kong." Maprang replied back.

" I know but if Kong knew about this he wouldn't let you do it either, you know him, so please Maprang let's just go." Prae justified.

As they were about to leave Nam just then pulled Maprang's hair up, which made her squeal. The battle between words to words a while ago turned up into physical fight. They're now both tearing each others' arms as if it was like a tug of war, the only difference is that, whoever gets pulled up she'd lose a bunch of hair. As Prae try to help out Maprang she got a slap on her face from Namtarn's minions. It'd be bad if Prae would stop the momentum so she slapped back. The crowd began to get thicker and thicker until Kongpob arrived and stopped the commotion.

"What's with you two? Are you out of your mind?" Kongpob preached.

"Kong.. we were about to leave but that bitch just --" Prae wasn't able to finish what she was about to say as Kongpob cuts in.

"Stop! I don't wanna listen to excuses. Now, let's go."

As they were about to step out from the scene a man's coming up to rescue Nam. But a notion Nam were about to do will make things messier than it is now. She tore down her shirt intentionally to look like she was beaten up and. She scratched her self hard to leave marks on her bare skin and let her self fall on the ground.

Kongpob, Prae and Maprang were petrified. How could she? They thought.

"Namtarn! Wh-what happened!? What happened to you?!" Arthit panicked.

Nam who were on the act pretend to cry as if she's badly hurt by someone when she actually hurt her own self.

"They hurt me 'Oon" she spoke out and pointed her finger to Kongpob.

Arthit looked up and he couldn't believe what he just learned. "Did you do it 0062?"

"P' it wasn't Ko---"

"Shut up i'm not talking to you!!" Arthit cuts in Maprang. "So did you do it? Kong.Pob!?!" He then turned to Kongpob.

"What do you think P'?" Replied Kongpob.

"I can't believe you could do such thing 0062." Arthit replied back

"I also can't believe you believe her.. " what Kongpob can only muster. The atmosphere makes him dizzy that he'd wanted to do bad, but good thing he's good at holding back.

"What do you expect?" Arthit responded smirking. "Take her to the infirmary."He ordered Nam's minions. He looked back at Kongpob and said, "I won't let you do that to her. AGAIN."

"So, you really do believe i did that to her?" Kongpob paused and laugh sarcastically. "But anyway, there'll be no any other time so no worries." He continued.

Arthit just shrugged the issue off and followed Namtarn.

If you only knew our love is just another shade of blue
She feels the same way that I do
I wish you only knew

They've never ever had the strength
To feel the weight in what we meant
So leave, go home
Yeah leave, go home

If they only knew
If they only knew
If they only knew
I wish they only knew
If they only saw
If they only saw
If they only saw
I wish they only saw

If they only knew
If they only knew
If they only knew
I'd still be holding you

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"Sawatdee krub Mr. Patakorn."

"Oh! Kongpob sawatdee krub, come in and have a seat." He lead Kongpob in and continue, "so have you already decided?"

"Yes and i accept the offer to be an exchange student in Canada."

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Sorry for the late update and enjoy the pain BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHA 😂😂