The Sound Of Heartbreak (A Sotus The Series Fanfiction)

Track 13: The Secret in Arthit's Heart

Kongpob's

"P'Arthit!??"

I froze as hard as an ice, couldn't make any move and my heart as a contrary was beating so fast to the extent that it wanna blow my chest out. My tears then just started to run down my face as i bit my lower lip just to make it stop .. I wish i can but, it'd be impossible because he's my weakness and probably my cause of death.

"Kong .."

At last! He uttered a word after a moment standing outside my room looking so worried and handsome with his tuxedo at the same time. There's a sudden jolt in my heart as he smile so happily but my vision then just disappeared as it reached my head which made me groan.

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Arthit's

I was so nervous standing in front of his door feeling so excited and afraid of what or how he would react. I knocked the door three times and stood still there waiting for him to open the door. I just got a message from P'Fang saying that Kong's not going to see the wedding celebration so i excused my self immediately from the venue and went straight here considering that he sounded so sick on the phone as P'Fang described.

My body twitched a little as the door open and there, a restless looking Kongpob was exposed; exposing his surprised widen eyes with a black circle under them.

"P'Arthit!??" He exclaimed as soon as he opened the door. We just stood there facing each other until my mouth decided to open.

"Kong .."

Finally! I uttered. I smiled at him still observing how he looked like. Thin, and so less energetic unlike before. I noticed his change of expression and i sensed a bad feeling about it. His eyes then just suddenly closed and his body fell on me luckily.

I lift him up and laid his body on his bed. My hands were trembling so as my lips. I don't know what happened and i don't know what to do. I shook him trying to wake him up but it's no use. My heart was beating so fast and it went even faster as i noticed how pale he was. I touched his forehead and found out how feverous he was. I pitched a bowl of lukewarm water and wiped his burning hot body with a towel soaked into it. I was undressing him slowly and the farther i go the louder the beat of my heart gets. It was then the lower part's turn and i was trying to unbutton his pants and unzip it when he move and scream so loud. I was startled and immediately took my hands off his pants.

"No!! Please!! No!!" He cried while still asleep. I bet he's having a nightmare. He was crying so hard that i my self is crying as well. Slowly and gladly he became calm but he didn't yet stop murmuring.

"I love you P'Arthit .. I love you, how i wish you'd love me back." He whispered, enough to be heard by my so red and heating ears. I can't resist the smiles that was forming on my face upon hearing those words and i felt so relieved at the same time. He still love me.

I continued what i was doing and went downstairs to buy him porridge and medicine.

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Kongpob's

I was awaken by the loud noise only a man such as him can create.

"N'Kong!! Wake up i'm gonna take care of you!!"

I groaned as a sign of irritation and tried to go back to sleep. Then, i just remembered ..

"P'Arthit .." I muttered. "P'Tom?! Did someone came here before you?!" I asked him to confirm.

"I guess .. No. Who would came here aside from me and your friends? And your friends according to you went home right so, who's gonna-- wait, are you thinking about Ai'Arthit?!!" He articulated.