The Sound Of Heartbreak (A Sotus The Series Fanfiction)

Track 18: Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran

Kongpob's

I woke up in the morning feeling cold missing the warmth i felt before i fell asleep last night. Frozen lying still in bed, i reminisce what happened last night. I reminisce how good it was to be touched by someone you love .. and you will love.

I rolled over to my side to see it empty. I rubbed my hand against the mattress and felt it was still warm. He might have left not too long before i woke up, he never changes, he's always the P'Arthit i know and i love. He never faces the situation until he already had enough time to think about it. He don't rush things, he always take time until he come up of a decision. My blurry eyes caught some things P'Arthit might have left before he leave. It was a glass of water and there is a sticky note pasted in it. I took all of my strength to rise up and grabbed the note off the glass.

"Drink this you were so drunk last night and you still have class"

I heaved a deep sigh expecting something intimate was written on it. I pasted the note back on the glass and was about to stand up to take some shower when my eyes (once again) caught something. The very first moment i saw it, my heart palpitated. It was actually placed above another sticky note which i immediately took to read what was written on it.

"Take good care of it"

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Arthit's

When your legs don't work like they used to before,
And you can't sweep you off of your feet

We kissed each other long enough to feel how much we love each other. A thousand stars were our witness. The only moment we part our wet lips away were the moment we lack of breath. We kissed not too passionate and not too aggressive. I became like a drunken man with the taste of his mouth. It smells and tastes like beer but there is also this taste that i can tell it was him.

Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love,
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks

His eyes were so mesmerizing, that's where i'm lost in. We took each others' clothes feeling comfortable to get naked in each others' eyes.

Darling i will be loving you 'till we're seventy,
And baby my heart could still fall as hard at twentythree
I'm thinking 'bout how
People fall inlove in mysterious ways
Maybe just a touch of a hand

We guided each other in bed, we lied there both naked staring at each other. I felt the heat crawling on my face from my neck but i confidently reached his face out. I carassed his face with my index finger trailing up from his cone-shaped jaw to his forehead and down to his pointed nose and then finally to his red kissable lips. I let still my finger lie on his lips while his eyes were stucked on me. His eyes got some force that pulls me in and literally pulled me in closer to him and once again, our lips met.

Oh me!i fall in love with you every single day
I just wanna show you i am
So honey now,
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh darling

Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
People fall inlove in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
I just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

That maybe we found love,
We found love, we found love
Right where we are ...

"Hey Ai'Arthit! You're spacing out!"

I was brought back from my thoughts with Ai'Knott's sudden call out. I shook my head amd gave Knott a weak smile.

"Oy! Oy! What were you thinking just now? Your face were so red back then. Woy! Ai'thit! Don't tell me you're thinking naugthy things?" It was Ai'Bright's turn this time.

"You! Don't make Arthit like you Bright! You are a living pervert but not Arthit he's a saint, a sacred vessel." Prem argued.

"Hey guys that's enough, Ai'Arthit you should eat, you haven't even touched your food ever since we got here. That made me really wonder what were you thinking about. But, no matter what just always remember that we're here. You can tell us everything. We'll do what we can to help you. We're your friends, remember that. Whatever problem you were facing on right now, you always have our sides. And if you need a shoulder to cry on you can rely on our shoulders." Ai'Knott assured me. He's always been so calming and reliable as always. I wonder how he became friends with these morons. I wouldn't know what would happen without him.

"I'Aoon"

"Here comes the bitchy witch."
I heard Ai'Toota said.

"Aww N-Nam .."

"Are you alright?" She asked, looking so worried.

"Yeah i am, you don't need to worry." I assured her, but that doesn't made her stop worrying about me.

"The speculations has already been deleted from the school's page. So expected that the issue will soon settle down and will be nothing but a mere speculation." Ai'Knott explained.

"But that doesn't stop me to wonder if who the hell posted that." Ai'Nam blurted out.

"Don't worry Ai'Nam we are actually working on that now, we were just trying to track down the IP address on that post and if we ever found out who the hell posted it .. i will make her pay." Ai'Toota explained it this time.

"W-well that's ahhmm .. that's great, yeah haha. I hope you'll found out who ever it was." Ai'Nam replied.

We were in the middle of our lunch when a bunch of juniors approached us meddling and interrogating me especially, about the issue; if it was true, or if Kongpob really was gay. The thought of him chasing me and becoming my boyfriend wasn't safe to their irritating minds as well. It felt like every student's eyes in the cafeteria was on me. My friends were trying to stop them as if they could with regards to the power and title we have.

"Ai'Arthit, try to say something, it's already getting out of hand." Ai'Bright plead in worries.

"Bright's right I'Aoon, i think it's time to clear this thing up. Tell them that it wasn't true, what if the issue will reach to your Mai and Por? It could be a lot more difficult to handle. It's better you settle this up right now." Now that Nam mentioned it, my hands were trembling so as my knees, i don't really know what might happen if Mai and Por know about this .. about us. I thought i could be ready anytime if i'd like to, but that doesn't seemed like the case. I was a coward, i've always been a coward, i am a selfish fool who always tries to get away to the problem instead of facing them.

I'm sorry Kong ..

Everyone was mute and was only waiting for an answer,

"I'Aoon, you can clear this mess up with only yes or no .. do you like that junior?"

I bowed my head down trying to gather all of my courage to say something. I looked up to see Nam and her eyes full of worries. I wander my head around to see all the students inside the cafeteria looking at me. I looked at my friends pouring me some encouragement with their smiles then i felt a hand placed on my shoulder, it was Knot.

"We're here my friend .."

I clenched my fist then proudly stood up and said,

"No, i don't .. i don't like him."