Megans POV
My body fills with Hurt and disbelief , I can't believe what I've just heard . Deep down I want this to be a dream, I want to pinch myself and then wake up . This can't be true,it simply cannot end this way, do they understand how hard I've worked?. The doctors have just informed me that its going to be a long time before I can even dance again but there's a chance that I probably will never be able to dance again so either way I'm distraught. I listen and keep my eyes pinned on the xray and they try to explain what's wrong with me,it doesent matter,they might aswell not tell me because just knowing that I have to stop being this one thing,nothing else matters right now.
They try to brighten the whole situation by telling me I can go home now,oh yes because going home to my parents telling me how I should of listened to them and studied something academic instead is going to make me feel so much more better. I can't help but feel anger towards my self and my mind travels back to the performance. I remember that I was about to do a lift, my eyes traced the audience and I saw luke but I saw him with a girl, I don't know what came over me by the whole mind went crazy and I wasent concentrating and I ruined it all. I know that this my own fault, I should never of let a boy get in the way,I let my feelings for a boy I don't even know get in the way of something that became my life. When I think about it,dance is all I know,its all I do,all I think about,its taken over my life. I've lost friends over my dedication to it and even my family are starting to not care, I realised this a long time ago but only now is it hitting me at how hard I put it first.
