I dunno I just thought it'd be interesting to make a one shot out of this. Plus I do this too so. Warning: vvv bad smut. ______________________________________________
Grayson Dolan. Everything he has done in his life he just had to say sorry for it. Whether he just lightly brushed over someone's shoulder or if he messed up a task he had to do. He would always feel like nothing which is why he'd always say sorry. He felt as if he died everything wrong.
He has gone to many therapy sessions for it. In fact, today, as he was getting out Of his therapist's office, he bumped into someone causing both of them to fall.
"I-I'm so sorry I didn't mean to I didn't see where I was going that was all my fault really I'm so—"
The other man placed his fingers on Grayson's soft lips. "It's fine. Really" the man chuckled as he and Grayson got up. He noticed Grayson's face was hanging low and hooked his finger under Grayson's chin lifting it up. He took in all of Grayson's features.
His honey brown hair. His haze orbs. His pink lips. His batted eyelashes. His everything. He was the definition of perfect.
"What's your name cutie pie?" Ethan asked.
Grayson blushed at the name "I- um— my name is g-Grayson." He mentally face palmed himself for stuttering. "I'm sorry I stutter too much"
Ethan chuckled "it's fine" he flashed his pearly white teeth. "Why don't I take you out for some lunch?" Ethan asked.
"Oh um— I– uh.. y-yes– sure" he stuttered again. He thought it was so ugly but Ethan loved it.
"Cool, lets go." He smirked as they walked to a diner.
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"Order whatever you'd like" Ethan said handing Grayson a menu.
Grayson nodded grabbing the menu and looking for something to eat. The waiter came and asked what they'd like.
"I'll have a Mixed green salad with an omelet please" Ethan said as the waiter write it down.
"And you?" He asked turning to Grayson making Grayson's social anxiety creep behind him.
"Um.. can I have the.. waff— no the p-pancakes with I think– um.. some ice cream on top p-please?" He stuttered and cringed at himself.
"Anything else? Drinks?" The waiter asked.
"Um.. a m-milkshake would be fine"
The waiter wrote it down and nodded walking away with the two menus.
Grayson exhaled heavily and put his head down in embarrassment.
"Hey" Ethan picked at Grayson's arm. "What happened?" He chuckled.
"I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up" Grayson said picking his head up.
"You're not. I promise." Ethan said making Grayson sadly purse his lips.
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Their food came and grayson picked up a knife and fork to cut into his pancakes.
"Hey Gray you wanna pour me some water?" Ethan asked.
Grayson picked up the pitcher and filled the cup up. I bit too much. He had overfilled the cup making it spill onto the table. Both boys were startled and covered it in napkins.
Once they cleaned it up, Grayson spoke up "I'm so stupid oh my god." He rested his head in his hands. "I'm sorry" he sighed.
"Gray it's fine. It was an accident. You keep saying sorry for no reason it's okay to make mistakes" Ethan reassured him.
"I just—" he sighed "I do everything wrong."
"No you do not." Ethan said sternly. "Don't ever say that again." He said again and Grayson nodded.
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They both went to ethans house and began to talk about random subjects.
Grayson stretched out his hand only slightly touching Ethan and yet he still said "sorry"
"Gray. It's fine." Ethan said catching Grayson's attention. "You don't need to apologize. You do nothing wrong."
"But I—" Grayson started off but was cut off by Ethan's lips.
They kiss soon became heated and they both began to take off each others clothing. Grayson was now under ethan as they looked each other in the eye.
"Is this your first?" Ethan asked.
Grayson looked down in embarrassment.
"It's okay" Ethan reassured. "I'll just have to go slow" Ethan smiled again.
_____________________________________________ part two will come okau calm yah down yah horn balls.
Shitty ass chapter once again :)) I did it because this is literally me I just am constantly saying "sorry" but oh well :)
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