Who do I trust

Morning Lights

Far from home, stars in the sky, every day is a new day.

Me, lost in an old, quiet and scary place. I feel like it has been almost close to 8 months now. 

Being alone without those vultures is a very good thing but now i fear whatever i might

come across. Who knows, i might even see a car, no...or better yet "someone". 

I might scream for help but it's no use, my voice has shrunk and became smaller than my malnutrition(ed) body. 

I haven't seen an animal or heard any sound but i'm deep in the woods, how and why am i here? Wait, is this somehow related to those headlines, the beaking news that i would see around social media about girls around my area disappearing? 

I even heard it on t.v even though i didn't pay close attention, i mean who in their right mind watch the news anyways, it's not like Im in my mid-life or often get bored. Wait, are my parents even looking for me or they think Im dead? I remember the last time i saw mom, I wish I had listened to her and didn't go out to that damn bar, now i was held in a dark stinky place, with nothing but a mattress on top of a steel base, i can still hear the cries of the other

Girls in opposite rooms and how bad the food

Was...the drugs they would put in the food

Damaged my body, i can barely run. If only i

Didn't accept a drink from a stranger and jessica

Was not so friendly with guys who wear nice

Suits, i wonder where she might be, the only

Thing i can still remember is having the glass

Of red wine bought for me by that pale tall guy

In a suit, green eyes, short black hair and a face

Covered with an unending smug. It only took one

Sip and my head went dizzy and i hit the bar

Stand...i remember being carried by the other

Guy who was supposed to be with jessica as

He ordered the tall pale guy i was with to open

Up the car trunk quickly, so they could put me in

And no one who shouldn't see saw what

Happened. Even though i was drugged i got a

Glimpse of the car because daddy loved

Showing me cars when i was young, it was an

Audi r8, black in colour, including the windows and rims...a 2-seater sports car, after they

Placed me inside the trunk, it was dark and i

Blacked out...i got to wake up in the back of a

Hotel "in a parked bus" with other girls drowsy

And unconscious, where some new guy shouted

"this one is awake" and a needle was tossed to

Him and i was injected in the neck and blacked

Out again until gaining consciousness in that

Dungeon where cries and screams of girls in

Agony were the only music played. I also started

To adapt and cried every night but it didn't help,

Girls there were sold like bread is sold at a